Venting Planning to CTB before turning 30

[TheYounger]

As the title reads I am planning to CTB before the age of 30. I can't deal with the inconsistencies life keeps throwing at me. I plan to do it via sodium azide. I have attempted to CTB with sodium azide before but unfortunately failed. I had mixed about 14 grams in 100 ml of water. i drank a big swig of the mixture and that was enough to make me throw up every 30 min and also get the runs. I also started feeling my hands tingling. Probably due to not enough oxygen. Got sent to a 51-50 for a while.

I'm currently 28 right now. And have been seriously debating whether to end it or not. I haven't yet set up a specific date to CTB but I plan to do so in these coming months.

 

[Heavy]

Have you considered Nembutal?

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

Ill just wish you luck and peace in anything you do. Im sure we all need those

 

[TheYounger]

Have you considered Nembutal?

Yes, I have. It seems like Nembutal is very hard to obtain though. Has anyone on this site successfully obtained Nembutal?