Minudah

Minudah

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I'm planning to post here after I take it until I pass out to tell how feeling from it. I last drank a few hours ago and plan to take it in around 11-12 hours or so.
Based on Xerxes's experience I'm thinking I'll use 5 teaspoons of SN and 1/2 a cup of DMSO, swirl around in a glass cup, spread 3/4 of it on my chest, back, and underarms (does this mean I can't wear deodorant?), then wait 30 minutes and see what happens. If nothing happens then I'll drink the rest of the mix, and if that isn't enough then I'll drink more.

If he was able to get himself the brink of death with less than that on his skin, then my smaller self (I doubt there are many grown men in the world who are lighter than me) should be able to ctb with it. It's the same amount being drank and more on the skin. From other people who tried it it sounds like even if you do everything right with ingesting it there's still risk of nausea and bad headaches. That is a symptom of this kind of poisoning regardless of cause as far as I can find online, but Xerxes didn't get that and I wonder if absorbing it through the skin had anything to do with it.

Thoughts?


 
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Good luck!
 
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DyingToCTB

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I'm planning to post here after I take it until I pass out to tell how feeling from it. I last drank a few hours ago and plan to take it in around 11-12 hours or so.
Based on Xerxes's experience I'm thinking I'll use 5 teaspoons of SN and 1/2 a cup of DMSO, swirl around in a glass cup, spread 3/4 of it on my chest, back, and underarms (does this mean I can't wear deodorant?), then wait 30 minutes and see what happens. If nothing happens then I'll drink the rest of the mix, and if that isn't enough then I'll drink more.

If he was able to get himself the brink of death with less than that on his skin, then smaller me (I doubt there are many grown men in the world who are lighter than me) should be able to ctb with it. It's the same amount being drank and more on the skin. From other people who tried it it sounds like even if you do everything right with ingesting it there's still risk of nausea and bad headaches. That is a symptom of this kind of poisoning regardless of cause as far as I can tell, but Xerxes didn't get that and I wonder if absorbing it through the skin had anything to do with it.

Thoughts?


I appreciate you doing that.
 
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Philip

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I hope everything goes good for you tonight and you pass on peacefully. If there is a afterlife, I will be meeting you up there soon
 
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Dog Food

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Good luck. Hope everything is peaceful.
 
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All the best. Good luck
 
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Memento Mori

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:( so long, take care

no idea about that skin resorbing stuff.
if possible, maybe take some opiate in case of unavoidable headaches
 
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JustAboutDone

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All the very best to you @Minudah ❤️
 
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take an anti-emetic in case you need to drink it. you don't want to be throwing up smelling like bacon. Hope you get what you seek ..
 
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Dutch

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Hope you find the peace you want! im really curious on the dmso method and if it's really that much faster. be safe!
 
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Philip

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I'm planning to post here after I take it until I pass out to tell how feeling from it. I last drank a few hours ago and plan to take it in around 11-12 hours or so.
Based on Xerxes's experience I'm thinking I'll use 5 teaspoons of SN and 1/2 a cup of DMSO, swirl around in a glass cup, spread 3/4 of it on my chest, back, and underarms (does this mean I can't wear deodorant?), then wait 30 minutes and see what happens. If nothing happens then I'll drink the rest of the mix, and if that isn't enough then I'll drink more.

If he was able to get himself the brink of death with less than that on his skin, then my smaller self (I doubt there are many grown men in the world who are lighter than me) should be able to ctb with it. It's the same amount being drank and more on the skin. From other people who tried it it sounds like even if you do everything right with ingesting it there's still risk of nausea and bad headaches. That is a symptom of this kind of poisoning regardless of cause as far as I can find online, but Xerxes didn't get that and I wonder if absorbing it through the skin had anything to do with it.

Thoughts?

I would not wear deodorant.....might block absorption or mix with the sn
 
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Take care, you're very brave. I hope you find your peace. @Vaughn is right about the anti-emetics if you need to resort to drinking.
 
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littlelady774

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Dec 20, 2018
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I wish you peace ❤️❤️ I want to go this way too
 
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All the very best to you and may you find peace ❤️
 
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I wish you all the best and I hope you find the peace you're seeking. Good luck, @Minudah.
 
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Jan 27, 2019
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I hope it's peaceful and a great journey for you my friend. Come say hello to me in my dreams if you can.
 
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Jan 24, 2019
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To be completely honest, none of us can really tell you what happened to Xer, but I can tell you that things react differently depending on how you absorb things through your body. But on one hand, everybody's bodies are different. I would assume that if you apply it to the skin, that maybe the affects would be different if you were to ingest it. If you do go through with it tonight/tomorrow, peaceful sleep for you mate.
 
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Good luck!
 
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Gl bro, hope your death is peaceful. See you in the afterlife is there is one!
 
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Wishing you luck man.
 
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