Method Planning on ctb and need some help deciding how to go

[TheTransientNight]

As the title suggests, i need a way to ctb. I plan on doing so august 3rd of this year, so i should have plenty of time to prepare. I cant deny it, im scared. So very scared. I know, its pathetic to be so certain yet still be so scared. Im open to any ideas or suggestions.

 

[harpy]

Just the standard SN maybe?
As theres a step by step guide in the resources megathread

 

[calssilva]

That's a good way to go ctb: set a date…you are right ! I am trying to find a date for my ctb too

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that the whole point of this website is for people to do their own research into this and decide for themselves how they should leave this world. Suicide really can be so unnecessarily difficult, but all of the information that is about methods is on here, you cannot expect other people to decide for you and plan your suicide. I think that what is the best method just depends on what is able to be accessed, but it's understandable having fears because as I said suicide isn't easy and we exist in a world that restricts access to the most peaceful methods after all. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[Disaster]

Would you trust other people in the internet to place an order for you at the restaurant, if you had to pay for eat it? If you wouldn't, why the heck trust them with deciding on ctb method? Learn about the methods that may be available to you, and then feel free to reach out if you don't understand something particular. Or just set a vent topic if you need to vent about the reasons. Unfortunately no method is perfect (N is a "gold standard", but there still can be some inconveniences related to, well, dying, and minor things like the awful taste etc.). N is impossible to get to most people, even if they have tons of money. It's also a narcotic, and people can get imprisoned for ordering it.
Other methods have more serious drawbacks, and whoever tells you that something is perfect, lies. You need to learn and understand those drawbacks and make an informed choice. Good luck and take care!