Venting Planned a date, hopefully SI doesn't stop me this time

[LifeIsASadist]

I already asked for valetines day off at my job because I want to finally CTB that day and never return to this fucked up world that deprived me of love especially my state that deserves destruction. I have been also staying away from any CTB attempt because I hope my SI resets

However, there is a potential chance I may need to cut it short as my mom plan to sabotage my bank acc further so I have less control over my own life despite living on my own.
By the way, happy new years

 

[doomer]

The sooner the better