Method Plan to SN tonight

[howard]

HI all,
I have meto and correct SN, also antacids and dihydrocodeine.
I hadn't planned for today but today I just cant cope with the physical and mental pain anymore. No helpline will change anything.
As is almost on an impulse I haven't had time for meto regime but have taken 20mg at 5pm uk time. Plan to take 30mg at about 11pm with antacids and maybe 600mg dihydrocodeine. Dihydrocodeine as analgesic not any intention of OD. I've got some propranolol as well to reduce tachycardia.
I dont see any reason to wait anymore. Hoping for a miracle, all the time in more and more pain and anxiety.
I am leaving open the chance to delay if I really cant go through with it.
I have no scales. Intending to mix 25g as I'm 6ft 4 and overweight.
Will keep you informed hopefully.

 

[Return2Dust]

HI all,
I have meto and correct SN, also antacids and dihydrocodeine.
I hadn't planned for today but today I just cant cope with the physical and mental pain anymore. No helpline will change anything.
As is almost on an impulse I haven't had time for meto regime but have taken 20mg at 5pm uk time. Plan to take 30mg at about 11pm with antacids and maybe 600mg dihydrocodeine. Dihydrocodeine as analgesic not any intention of OD. I've got some propranolol as well to reduce tachycardia.
I dont see any reason to wait anymore. Hoping for a miracle, all the time in more and more pain and anxiety.
I am leaving open the chance to delay if I really cant go through with it.
I have no scales. Intending to mix 25g as I'm 6ft 4 and overweight.
Will keep you informed hopefully.

If you decide to go, I wish you a peaceful exit.

 

[howard]

If you decide to go, I wish you a peaceful exit.

Thanks

 

[CrushedHopes]

May you rest in peace.

 

[Are you lost too?]

Either way, I hope you find peace.

 

[BPD_LE]

❤

 

[Stan]

I hope you have a peaceful transition Howard.

 

[howard]

I now just have time on my hands.
I've got netflix or movies off YouTube. Would like to hear any suggestions.
This is surreal.

 

[Stan]

Depends how long you are waiting for and what concentration you have at the moment. I aim to do a movie or two before I go.

 

[Nikoson]

What time are you planning on taking the SN? I was desperate for mine to arrive today but it hasn't. It now looks like I may have to wait until Tuesday.

 

[howard]

What time are you planning on taking the SN? I was desperate for mine to arrive today but it hasn't. It now looks like I may have to wait until Tuesday.

I'm preparing for midnight. Have about 6 hrs.

 

[Nikoson]

I'm Uk too, and will doing the same as you as soon as I can, just without the meto as couldn't get any, I have the other AE

 

[schopenh]

Haven't spoken to you before but good luck. I hope it's peaceful for you. Sorry you are suffering so much for this to be the solution.

 

[CaptainT]

Thinking of you, I'm in the UK too, here all evening if you want to keep posting. May your journey be calm and peaceful

 

[howard]

Thank you all for the good wishes
I've decided to hold off a day or two.
Just not quite in frame of mind and want to have do the 48 hour meto.