Lost Girl xx
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- Jun 28, 2020
- 39
Hey everyone. New here. Planning to CTB by hanging, hopefully soon. I'm having a lot of trouble finding a place where my death is 100% guaranteed though. I have 3 options I'm considering right now.
First option I'm thinking about using is attaching rope to my bathroom door knob, and hanging it over my shower pole (that holds my shower curtains). The thing about the shower pole as well as the doorknob is that I don't know if either of them are sturdy enough. They seem pretty reliable, but at the same time I feel like they could possibly break? I'm never 100% sure and that worries me. I just want to go already. If I did it this way, I would probably wrap a large plastic bag around my head as well, and even possibly try it with a belt around the pole too.
Second option I'm considering is in the middle of a park on a tree. The park opens at 5 am and closes at 12 am. I'm thinking about maybe going sometime between 2-3 in the morning. Problem here is if someone were to show up at the park, they could find me possibly quickly and that is the absolute last thing I want. There are also bobcats and coyotes here sometimes, I doubt they'd pay attention to me but you never really know.
Third option is in a tree in a graveyard near my apartment. It's a pretty small graveyard, and people could walk in at any moment if they wanted to. If I did it here, I'd do it sometime around 3-5 in the morning and I doubt anyone would show up but I don't know for sure. Do you think this would be reliable?
Once I die I need to stay dead. I don't want any chance of surviving. Any feedback would be greatly appreciated.
First option I'm thinking about using is attaching rope to my bathroom door knob, and hanging it over my shower pole (that holds my shower curtains). The thing about the shower pole as well as the doorknob is that I don't know if either of them are sturdy enough. They seem pretty reliable, but at the same time I feel like they could possibly break? I'm never 100% sure and that worries me. I just want to go already. If I did it this way, I would probably wrap a large plastic bag around my head as well, and even possibly try it with a belt around the pole too.
Second option I'm considering is in the middle of a park on a tree. The park opens at 5 am and closes at 12 am. I'm thinking about maybe going sometime between 2-3 in the morning. Problem here is if someone were to show up at the park, they could find me possibly quickly and that is the absolute last thing I want. There are also bobcats and coyotes here sometimes, I doubt they'd pay attention to me but you never really know.
Third option is in a tree in a graveyard near my apartment. It's a pretty small graveyard, and people could walk in at any moment if they wanted to. If I did it here, I'd do it sometime around 3-5 in the morning and I doubt anyone would show up but I don't know for sure. Do you think this would be reliable?
Once I die I need to stay dead. I don't want any chance of surviving. Any feedback would be greatly appreciated.