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knightxenon
Hope fading
- Nov 5, 2022
- 19
Hello i am 29 years old...i am suffering from autoimmune disease since i was 16..it has no cure and has left me disabled...i was bed ridden for last 3 years and now i had hip replacement and can walk..but my body pains so much... painkiller has been my daily routine since 7-8 years but now it dosent work..i am in constant pain...i am also jobless... supported by my father...he is old and when he is not anymore i dont know what will happen to me...if i cant work...i have no one else...i think that someday i will be all alone and i will ctb because i cant take this pain anymore... and also i wont be able to do normal jobs...i dont know what my future holds for me...glad i found this site bcs i have no one else to share... physical ilness is a pain in ass...