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- Dec 7, 2021
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I'm on an adventure. I doubt I will CTB in any form this year. It's just too awkward of a year. People say, "it'll be the worse on yet," I say, revel in it if that is the case. I doubt it highly. I'll definitely have close calls this year, but I'm pretty much at my lowest low. No sex-crazed, drug-addled fun times. I'm at neutral. I don't crave sex, romance, drama, even drugs bore me. Anhedonia has overcome me for the last year following a psychiatric-induced manic episode, but with that comes the desperation of crawling out of this hole of what amounts to nothing but boredom.
I am going to read books that have collected dust on my shelf. I collect a lot of books that are dense, annoying, and academic, but have some sort of transgressive energy to them. I present to you:
Capitalism and Schizophrenia by Gilles Deleuze and Félix Guattari
I'll take it chapter by chapter, and try to keep a posting of what's going on here. Essentially, the book is supposed to be anti-psychiatry. And boy is it completely incomprehensible. I hope by the end of it I come out a little more loony than I am now, because right now, I'm boring as all hell.
I am going to read books that have collected dust on my shelf. I collect a lot of books that are dense, annoying, and academic, but have some sort of transgressive energy to them. I present to you:
Capitalism and Schizophrenia by Gilles Deleuze and Félix Guattari
I'll take it chapter by chapter, and try to keep a posting of what's going on here. Essentially, the book is supposed to be anti-psychiatry. And boy is it completely incomprehensible. I hope by the end of it I come out a little more loony than I am now, because right now, I'm boring as all hell.