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Irisse

Irisse

Art belongs to Maksn (on yt)
Sep 8, 2025
501
So I think I might need to ctb much sooner than I thought. I will definitely fail my exam on the 24th. I think I have a source from my country and the price is 8 euros for 1kg, but the problem is that I don't know how to pay for it because it requires transferring money to the seller's account and I was never taught how to do that. The only thing I have is an almost full bottle of clonazepam. Soon I shall acquire a scale. From what I understand, I'm missing SN, test strips and metoclopramide. This is a personal quest thread of mine but if anyone has any advice/criticism I'll be happy to respond. I will update the thread as I acquire necessary material.
 
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JustDreamer

JustDreamer

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Oct 26, 2025
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Is school a big reason for you to CTB? It sounds like we're both in the same spot (completely failed my exam this Wednesday, didn't even answer half the questions…) but recent I decided to take a LOA and it has provided a lot of relief and pressure… so I've put off CTB for a little to give it a try…
 
Irisse

Irisse

Art belongs to Maksn (on yt)
Sep 8, 2025
501
Is school a big reason for you to CTB? It sounds like we're both in the same spot (completely failed my exam this Wednesday, didn't even answer half the questions…) but recent I decided to take a LOA and it has provided a lot of relief and pressure… so I've put off CTB for a little to give it a try…
Yes, school is a big reason, because getting a higher level of education is the only way for me to get out of a toxic environment. I am sorry about your exam. Do you like what you are studying? I already took LoA after my attempt but that time was awful for me, and it only reaffirmed that I need to finish college ASAP. I hope your LoA goes better than mine. I am also possibly facing jail time due to providing someone with a SN source.
 
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