Today i have met someone who manages my biggest fear poverty very well. He is a friend of mine but not a close one. He has several mental illnesses and he manages his life very well in contrast to me. He lives from welfare and he lives in a home for mental ill people. I think he does not know a financially better life. So he has no problem with poverty. Moreover he is very successful with women. He treats them like shit. And they still love him. Once he had 2 girlfriends at the same time.
I dont know whether i would really trade my life with him. At least he does not contemplate ctb seriously. I do not know whether i would live in such a home. I do not know whether this would be too much for me.
I dont know whether i would really trade my life with him. At least he does not contemplate ctb seriously. I do not know whether i would live in such a home. I do not know whether this would be too much for me.
