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TooConscious
Enlightened
- Sep 16, 2020
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Man the fear and conformity is just disgusting.
People who don't like existence in its entirity I believe are the most hated.
If you hate life but only because you got dealt rubbish cards and would like another life if you were given a better situation... But the likes of me who hates existence over none existence full stop is despised.
I was sensitive as a kid and in a bad environment so really suffered, I didn't want others to experience how I felt so tried to be kind, caring, helpful and all that bad stuff... It drained me and by the time I was 17 I was done.
When you stop giving your energy to everyone they will actually finally give their energy to you! Only to destroy you, not help you, because they hate you're no longer an energy bank charity for them.
This is the only message life has truly taught me consistently...
HATE is much more prevalent and infinetely more powerful than love.
Sadists get forgiven, given many chances.
A person will forgive the person who raped them,
... But they will do anything they can to destroy their ex partner whom it was even their own fault that they left.
Because people hate when they are responsible for something failing, they can't direct that hate toward themselves because it would kill them, so they direct it against the partner that treated them good.
Have you ever told anyone in person lifes inherently awful for some people. I told a yoga tutor who prides themself on their empathy that my life has been nothing but sadness and suffering, yet they persisted to say it's because I'm not grateful and I need to have faith for a long time to make up for the bad attitude, that I should be thankful to be alive and full of gratitude.
Rapists get treated better.
If you dare say "lifes shit" and mean it by giving legitimate reasons why you get jumped on and people want to hurt you.
Why is this?
Is it because God demands worship so badly that his wrath seeths out of everyone
Or is it because people are trying so hard to convince themselves life's great for everybody they get so defensive and don't want to hear any different.
Personally I just think it's because most people are absolutely horrible selfish narcissistic vicious most people are hedonist, it's been a long time since I met anyone who truly wanted less suffering for others, not just so it helped them.
People who don't like existence in its entirity I believe are the most hated.
If you hate life but only because you got dealt rubbish cards and would like another life if you were given a better situation... But the likes of me who hates existence over none existence full stop is despised.
I was sensitive as a kid and in a bad environment so really suffered, I didn't want others to experience how I felt so tried to be kind, caring, helpful and all that bad stuff... It drained me and by the time I was 17 I was done.
When you stop giving your energy to everyone they will actually finally give their energy to you! Only to destroy you, not help you, because they hate you're no longer an energy bank charity for them.
This is the only message life has truly taught me consistently...
HATE is much more prevalent and infinetely more powerful than love.
Sadists get forgiven, given many chances.
A person will forgive the person who raped them,
... But they will do anything they can to destroy their ex partner whom it was even their own fault that they left.
Because people hate when they are responsible for something failing, they can't direct that hate toward themselves because it would kill them, so they direct it against the partner that treated them good.
Have you ever told anyone in person lifes inherently awful for some people. I told a yoga tutor who prides themself on their empathy that my life has been nothing but sadness and suffering, yet they persisted to say it's because I'm not grateful and I need to have faith for a long time to make up for the bad attitude, that I should be thankful to be alive and full of gratitude.
Rapists get treated better.
If you dare say "lifes shit" and mean it by giving legitimate reasons why you get jumped on and people want to hurt you.
Why is this?
Is it because God demands worship so badly that his wrath seeths out of everyone
Or is it because people are trying so hard to convince themselves life's great for everybody they get so defensive and don't want to hear any different.
Personally I just think it's because most people are absolutely horrible selfish narcissistic vicious most people are hedonist, it's been a long time since I met anyone who truly wanted less suffering for others, not just so it helped them.