• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
M

myownpetvirus

21st Century Lobotomy
Dec 29, 2022
230
I keep hearing from folks on here that they tried to ctb with opiates and failed. My question to those who have, what was your dosage? Did you take anti emitics? Are you sure it was oxycodone? What was your method of ingestion? Did you throw up? I ask because I overdosed twice on accident before I was suicidal and only survived due to being found. I don't see how it can posssibly be that hard to ctb with opiates. It is also absolutely the most peaceful method even more than n. Thanks
 
  • Like
Reactions: deathissosad
bennydiazapine

bennydiazapine

Member
Dec 4, 2022
87
1180mg Oxycodone
500mg Codeine
300mg Diazepam
50mg Alpralzam
1000mg Phenobarital
500mg Doxyalamine
1250mg Promethizne

Majority of the Oxy was taken orally (860mg) The rest I snorted. I did take anti anemics, I didn't vomit.

I thought for sure, even with my tolerance that the above doseage would kill me, I too thought/think that opiate OD's is one of the most peaceful ways to go, when I woke up in hospital I had no memory of my last moments last thing I rememeber I snorted the last of the Oxy and was walking around, so I think it is a peaceful/painless method.

It definitely isn't easy, I plan on using SN in March. But if I had a choice I would do opiates instead, hands down without a doubt.

EDIT: Also yes I'm sure it was legitimate oxycodone - It was all pharmaceutical and still in packaging. We don't have the whole cartel making illicit tablets with fent in Australia, so I'm sure the tablets were legitimate as well, some of the ones I obtained still had the script owners name on them
 
L

lionetta12

Just a random person
Aug 5, 2022
1,278
I keep hearing from folks on here that they tried to ctb with opiates and failed. My question to those who have, what was your dosage? Did you take anti emitics? Are you sure it was oxycodone? What was your method of ingestion? Did you throw up? I ask because I overdosed twice on accident before I was suicidal and only survived due to being found. I don't see how it can posssibly be that hard to ctb with opiates. It is also absolutely the most peaceful method even more than n. Thanks
I have no idea what the dosage was but I was hospitalized with 2 broken ankles and bed bound pretty much for over 2 weeks, while waiting for surgery so was in corona isolation as well. I just saved up the oxy pills that they gave me several times a day and then took some whiskey out of my suitcase and mixed the two. Survived sadly and don't remember much from it either.
 
ThisIsLife

ThisIsLife

Specialist
Feb 3, 2023
398
If anyone tried with Tramadol or Morphine and failed, i'd like to hear your story.
 
K

k1w1

Specialist
Feb 16, 2022
346
1180mg Oxycodone
500mg Codeine
300mg Diazepam
50mg Alpralzam
1000mg Phenobarital
500mg Doxyalamine
1250mg Promethizne

Majority of the Oxy was taken orally (860mg) The rest I snorted. I did take anti anemics, I didn't vomit.

I thought for sure, even with my tolerance that the above doseage would kill me, I too thought/think that opiate OD's is one of the most peaceful ways to go, when I woke up in hospital I had no memory of my last moments last thing I rememeber I snorted the last of the Oxy and was walking around, so I think it is a peaceful/painless method.

It definitely isn't easy, I plan on using SN in March. But if I had a choice I would do opiates instead, hands down without a doubt.

EDIT: Also yes I'm sure it was legitimate oxycodone - It was all pharmaceutical and still in packaging. We don't have the whole cartel making illicit tablets with fent in Australia, so I'm sure the tablets were legitimate as well, some of the ones I obtained still had the script owners name on them
DAMN! that is one hell of a cocktail. I can only imagine your dissapointment on wake up & you have all my sympathy. Im geussing you were found & revived?
 

Similar threads

absolute failure
Replies
0
Views
97
Suicide Discussion
absolute failure
absolute failure
hitori-bocchi
Replies
8
Views
292
Suicide Discussion
invisible4ever
invisible4ever
Coral
Replies
5
Views
445
Suicide Discussion
Jadotine
Jadotine
Unsure and Useless
Replies
1
Views
59
Suicide Discussion
SeonSeia
SeonSeia