Venting People being happy about my death giving me some will to live a while longer?

[Darkhaven]

I know this is a very fucked up thing to say, but i can surely think of a couple of people who would see my passing as a kind of victory.
And the most fucked up thing is that they are both in my family: one shares my blood and the other doesn't.
Ctb might put an end to my stupid life but it will, probably, give pleasure to these 2 verms.
Thinking about living a while longer, and try to make the best of life as i can and try to live totally away from these people and just cut connections with them, stop seeing them ever again. All i need is money to get a house of my own: the lottery path only drains my money away; the hardwork way would be okay, if i could get a job...

 

[woxihuanni]

Yeah I know, there is a couple of people who will dance and shit on my grave.

I'm done anyway.

 

[marconk]

I know this is a very fucked up thing to say, but i can surely think of a couple of people who would see my passing as a kind of victory.
And the most fucked up thing is that they are both in my family: one shares my blood and the other doesn't.
Ctb might put an end to my stupid life but it will, probably, give pleasure to these 2 verms.
Thinking about living a while longer, and try to make the best of life as i can and try to live totally away from these people and just cut connections with them, stop seeing them ever again. All i need is money to get a house of my own: the lottery path only drains my money away; the hardwork way would be okay, if i could get a job...

I don't know if there are people who will be happy about my death, but I know there are many people who pity me (the "aww I'm so sorry, I'm glad I'm not you" kind) who won't be surprised about it. It's frustrating.
I hope you can still find a job.

 

[JimFord99]

I know lots of people who will be very happy to see me inside the box down in the hole. No doubt about that.

 

[TiredOfLife95]

@Darkhaven why would they be happy for your death?

 

[Stan]

Ultimately, you going is your victory, not anyone elses. I would just look at their happiness as collateral damage

 

[Conflicted Cat]

I understand this. I too lived to spite other people. When and if I'm doing it, I'm doing it because I want to, not because someone else told me to.

 

[Wayfaerer]

I don't know anyone personally who would be happy about my suicide but I know there are people out there who would celebrate if they became aware of it. I've never had any enemies in person.

 

[woxihuanni]

I don't know anyone personally who would be happy about my suicide but I know there are people out there who would celebrate if they became aware of it. I've never had any enemies in person.

I have an enemy, but they have never even interacted with me. It is ridiculous. They just want to destroy anyone who might 'steal' pathological control from them.

 

[Sammybackflip]

I know this is a very fucked up thing to say, but i can surely think of a couple of people who would see my passing as a kind of victory.
And the most fucked up thing is that they are both in my family: one shares my blood and the other doesn't.
Ctb might put an end to my stupid life but it will, probably, give pleasure to these 2 verms.
Thinking about living a while longer, and try to make the best of life as i can and try to live totally away from these people and just cut connections with them, stop seeing them ever again. All i need is money to get a house of my own: the lottery path only drains my money away; the hardwork way would be okay, if i could get a job...

Who cares if they are happy. Life will eventually destroy them. And life is short, so their joy and success won't last. Death= peace, you will have it they won't.