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damianshawl

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Jun 9, 2023
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so i'm thinking of buying a powerful shroom called pen!s envy to help me push beyond my limit to CTB. i think if i'm under a psychedelic then maybe that will help me to end it all and get this over with. i don't know, just a thought. my supplier runs a website business and is having a limited sale on these shrooms. did a bit of research on them and it seems like, if one is under a specific emotion, then it can heighten ones desire. and, i don't know, just seems like the right way to go out. i've never done shrooms before, so...first and last time could be the push i need to go through with CTB.

i don't know, just an idea.
 
The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

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If you have never tripped before, then you may end up having a seriously bad trip. You won't even realise you are tripping at times so won't be able to formulate any CTB plans or carry them out.
I took a large dose of shrooms when I was 14. I had never taken them before and ended up in a very fucked-up way.
 
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damianshawl

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If you have never tripped before, then you may end up having a seriously bad trip. You won't even realise you are tripping at times so won't be able to formulate any CTB plans or carry them out.
I took a large dose of shrooms when I was 14. I had never taken them before and ended up in a very fucked-up way.
Oh wow, if you don't mind me asking could you go into detail? Can you recall what exactly happened? I'm assuming it was a really bad trip.
 
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my penis is the size of a mushroom.
 
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The anhedonic one

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Oh wow, if you don't mind me asking could you go into detail? Can you recall what exactly happened? I'm assuming it was a really bad trip.
I experienced severe depersonalisation and derealization. I was also having episodes of out of body experiences. At the peak of the trip I entered a place where time and space doesn't exist. It's extremely difficult to put into words because it is intensly surreal and far removed from everyday realty.
A truly intense and insane experience.
 
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damianshawl

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Oh wow, if you don't mind me asking could you go into detail? Can you recall what exactly happened? I'm assuming it was a really bad trip.
pfffft, i'm sorry to hear that my friend hahaha.
I experienced severe depersonalisation and derealization. I was also having episodes of out of body experiences. At the peak of the trip I entered a place where time and space doesn't exist. It's extremely difficult to put into words because it is intensly surreal and far removed from everyday realty.
A truly intense and insane experience.
wow that sounds like a fun experience
 

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