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Dead beat dad

Dead beat dad

Enlightened
Mar 5, 2019
1,029
Sat in the dark. Trying to listen to the sound of my own heart beating.
It is dark. So dark, like pitch black, there is no light.
What does it mean when the light shines?
I see nothing, hear nothing, I listen for a heart beat, but there is none, in fact there is only silence.
Nothing to touch, taste or smell.
There is nothing, no future, no expectation, not even the sound of me breathing.
This is a kind of peace, emptiness and nothing, but peace all the same.
Emptiness is peace, peace is the darkness and the darkness is the light
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
This is very philosophical and profound.
I think they call this just being !
Wishing you peace too.
 
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Donewith_

Elementalist
Sep 28, 2018
876
Sorry you are there.
I know what it is.
 
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