Judah

Judah

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Oct 1, 2020
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Tomorrow I'll pay a hit man to kill me
 
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little helpers

little helpers

did I tie the tourniquet on my arm or on my neck?
Dec 14, 2021
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Edit: truly fucking sorry. deleted the original comment. I didn't know the full story and thought it was shitposting. OP you got my most sincere apology.
 
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Bone

Sad Sack
Jul 29, 2021
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will you take an anti emetic or no?
 
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Chinaski

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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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Tomorrow I'll pay a hit man to kill me
This doesn't work typically- they take the money and don't do the job because they are risking life in prison or sometimes people are kidnapped and sexually abused, this has been posted about several times before, this is a terrible idea, honestly.
 
LastLoveLetter

LastLoveLetter

Persephone
Mar 28, 2021
657
Hi @JustJudah,

I am sorry for the pain and struggling you are going through right now. I know we have already spoken a little about this, but I want to reiterate once again that I care about you. I am sorry for the situation that led you to this point and to contemplating paying a hitman.

I am concerned about you taking dangerous, drastic and impulsive steps to end your life, particularly in such a risky manner that is unlikely to lead to the outcome you desire. I really hope you reconsider this and remember that you have members here who care for you.

I am not trying to dissuade you from exiting and appreciate I can't stop you from doing this. However, I strongly believe that end of life choices ought to be an informed decision in a lucid state (not while drunk and impulsive), and that you deserve far more control and peace if you decide to leave this world. I would hate for you to be harmed, robbed, scammed or far worse.

Please take care and know that you can always share what is on your mind here if you like. There are people here, including myself, who will listen and support you. Sending you love and hugs. :heart:
 
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Chinaski

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Sep 1, 2018
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I actually thought you were not entirely serious with the opening post, if you are serious as replies would suggest l am compelled to urge you not to attempt this, you will be scammed and deserted and will feel worse for the experience, please rethink before handing over money to someone keen to take advantage of your desperation.
 
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Seiba

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Jun 13, 2021
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I actually thought you were not entirely serious with the opening post, if you are serious as replies would suggest l am compelled to urge you not to attempt this, you will be scammed and deserted and will feel worse for the experience, please rethink before handing over money to someone keen to take advantage of your desperation.
He's serious. He's in a similar discord I am and spoke about it. We've generally tried warning him it's not a great idea and can get him beaten or worse if not scammed. Not sure how it will turn out, but will see if he changes his mind or not.
 
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LastLoveLetter

Persephone
Mar 28, 2021
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In the time I've known Judah, yes I do believe he's being serious about this. I cannot elaborate - it is up to him whether he wants to share more about this. He's in a lot of despair.

I'm very worried. I truly hope he gets some rest, has time to step back and reconsiders this idea, because I don't want anything awful to happen to him. I don't want him to be seriously hurt, scammed, deserted or worse.
 
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Pluto

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The problem with this idea is that it amounts to trusting a random murderous criminal with one's life.

There are many advantages to tried and tested methods, and following in the footsteps of people who genuinely understand and care about our situations.
 
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NormaJeane

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Mar 24, 2021
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Tomorrow I'll pay a hit man to kill me
That seems to be the solution because it is easier to kill someone else than to kill yourself. I saw a TV program about a man who desperately wanted to die and he payed a man to kill him, who beat him to death. It is terrible that people end up in this situation and on a suicide discussion, we should all have the right to euthansia! How can people have children into a world where our pets are treated better than humans?
 
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PeacefulTonic

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Aug 10, 2021
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Wouldn't N be much cheaper and safer than a hit man?
 
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Judah

Judah

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Oct 1, 2020
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I was hit, I am hurt
 
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Judah

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I am sorry you have been hurt. How are you injured? Are you currently safe and have you sought medical help?
I'm in the hospital, I got too drunk on the street I've done a lot of things, sorry
 
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LastLoveLetter

LastLoveLetter

Persephone
Mar 28, 2021
657
I'm in the hospital, I got too drunk on the street I've done a lot of things, sorry
No need to be sorry. I'm just glad you're at a hospital and I hope you will be alright. I'm sorry this happened and that you are injured. I'm here if there is anything I can do to help.
 
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Judah

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Oct 1, 2020
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No need to be sorry. I'm just glad you're at a hospital and I hope you will be alright. I'm sorry this happened and that you are injured. I'm here if there is anything I can do to help.
I'm just too drunk yet, the alcohol made the hits feel painless, but when I recover from my drunkenness, I will feel all the accumulated pain., i'm crying
 
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LastLoveLetter

LastLoveLetter

Persephone
Mar 28, 2021
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I'm just too drunk yet, the alcohol made the hits feel painless, but when I recover from my drunkenness, I will feel all the accumulated pain., i'm crying
That sounds really frightening and as though it will be painful to deal with in the aftermath. I hope you can receive treatment and pain relief to help with this. I am sorry you were hit repeatedly, it sounds horrible. It's okay to cry and be upset. I wish I could do more to comfort you. Sending you a lot of hugs.
 
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Noctis

Noctis

I wish I'd done it years ago
Dec 15, 2021
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I actually thought you were not entirely serious with the opening post, if you are serious as replies would suggest l am compelled to urge you not to attempt this, you will be scammed and deserted and will feel worse for the experience, please rethink before handing over money to someone keen to take advantage of your desperation.
I could've used that advice years ago. We met, we planned exactly how it would happen, I handed him a lot of money, and I never heard from him again.
 
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GentleJerk

GentleJerk

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Dec 14, 2021
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@JustJudah sounds awful I'm sorry, I hope you're going to be okay.
Wouldn't N be much cheaper and safer than a hit man?
This is a good point… What do you think?
 
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PeacefulTonic

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Aug 10, 2021
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@JustJudah sounds awful I'm sorry, I hope you're going to be okay.

This is a good point… What do you think?
Would certainly believe so, one would probably be able to obtain multiple bottles of N for a fraction of the price of a hit
 
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Seiba

Seiba

Arcanist
Jun 13, 2021
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@JustJudah sounds awful I'm sorry, I hope you're going to be okay.

This is a good point… What do you think?
No, not in this case. I won't be stating how much it was since Judah has not disclosed that much himself but it wouldn't break even half the price of N.
I'm just too drunk yet, the alcohol made the hits feel painless, but when I recover from my drunkenness, I will feel all the accumulated pain., i'm crying
I hope you recover decently, rest as well you can.
 
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idiotstillwantstodie

Student
Nov 11, 2021
170
Tomorrow I'll pay a hit man to kill me
That is really dangerous. Don't let your pain make you blind, you could end up paying a terrible price. A guy who does stuff this could be sadistic as fuck.
 
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Seiba

Seiba

Arcanist
Jun 13, 2021
490
That is really dangerous. Don't let your pain make you blind, you could end up paying a terrible price. A guy who does stuff this could be sadistic as fuck.
It's already over now, just waiting to see how his recovery goes.
 
Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
911
I was hit, I am hurt
Did you really hire a hitman? And he badly injured you but didn't kill you? And as a result you're now in hospital? Is this a correct understanding of what's happened?
 
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Capsicum_Corral

Experienced
Dec 10, 2021
209
Did you really hire a hitman? And he badly injured you but didn't kill you? And as a result you're now in hospital? Is this a correct understanding of what's happened?
If true, not surprising at all. Paying someone to victimize you is unlikely to make them sympathetic, and would be far more likely to generate contempt in that kind of person. I would mention a guaranteed free and quick method, but the article seems to have put the kibosh on method talk for the time being. 🚆
 
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Justsogone

Justsogone

An unlived life
Dec 14, 2021
100
Man I hope you're okay, pm me if you want to
 

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