Venting Patience is a virtue!

[lamy's sacred sleep]

I want nothing more than to go to a shop right now, buy a rope and learn what to do for FSH. Then I'll head to my local forest and hang myself.

I do know that hanging isn't as easy as this sentence may imply, but sometimes I fantasize.

I hate it so much, being trapped here I mean. Honestly it scares me so much to imagine that SN won't be accessible.
I'm really scared of it getting seized but I'm going to try again, until I get it right.

 

[hang in there]

Having the rope and practicing with it is helpful, I think
It gives more of a sense of control over the outcome knowing you aren't going to bungle it in haste to get it done
It allows time to cool off and choose a better date than today
It feels so final having the rope that you can put it off as long as possible until you are truly ready to go. Your rope is going no where...

 

[Pluto]

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I also suffer from being trapped in this existence, I wish there's the option to just peacefully cease existing and never suffer ever again, I see so much cruelty in how peaceful, guaranteed death is denied with suffering seen as to force and prolong no matter what instead. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.

 

[Knoc]

I have a rope and i have sn but i can't bring myself to do it , i'm such an incompetent chicken.

Failed at living and failed at diying, limbo gang