Venting Past my expiration date

[theSuiCiDalCupCaKe]

Hey all,

As I posted the other day, I was supposed to ctb tonight (saturday). The only explanation I can provide is lack of courage. Plus I was offered food which I ended up binging on- this would have rendered this attempt useless as it's SN.

The day's gotta come soon, right? I hope it's soon. Every time I set a date, I start getting icky on the day and succumb to SI or something. It sucks.

Love y'all

HB

 

[FuneralCry]

SI can really get in the way. We may want to die, but it stops us. It is hard to leave this world. I would do anything just to fall into an eternal sleep really. I wish you the best.