Lone_Gray_Wolf
Fate plays chess with 2 queens
- Aug 21, 2020
- 263
Hi there, uh I gotta say that this is my first thread; so keep that in mind.
I was just listening to music and suddenly I wanted to listen to a song I had saved from 2 years ago, one that I used to listen when depressed and suicidal. I got over the depression at least twice but fell back again. Listening to those songs revive the pain from back then; before I recovered for the first time. Seeing that I have been dragging this crap for 2 years its discouraging and those songs bring back those feelings like it was yesterday; frustration, crying myself to sleep, not wanting to live for another day, way too much pain that I don't know how did I went through that and still alive. It hurts to be in the same spot from years ago.... This shouldn't be like this....
I´m sure I can´t be the only one who get demolished by something like this or memories. I would like to think that... What is your situation regarding similar feelings/situations?. Is the past something you still dragging or that still hurts?.
I was just listening to music and suddenly I wanted to listen to a song I had saved from 2 years ago, one that I used to listen when depressed and suicidal. I got over the depression at least twice but fell back again. Listening to those songs revive the pain from back then; before I recovered for the first time. Seeing that I have been dragging this crap for 2 years its discouraging and those songs bring back those feelings like it was yesterday; frustration, crying myself to sleep, not wanting to live for another day, way too much pain that I don't know how did I went through that and still alive. It hurts to be in the same spot from years ago.... This shouldn't be like this....
I´m sure I can´t be the only one who get demolished by something like this or memories. I would like to think that... What is your situation regarding similar feelings/situations?. Is the past something you still dragging or that still hurts?.