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Hello :) I am 22 years old and have been suicidal for a year. I thought long and hard about it. I have struggled with depression my entire life and have multiple personality disorders. I tried to kill myself for the first time when I was 13 and have managed to stay ever since. But now it's becoming torture and I just don't want to be Here anymore. I accepted help and was in different clinics my entire Life. I did my best and tried everything again and again.I understand that it is difficult for other people to understand but I think that you can decide for yourself when you want to leave. The world is no place for me and I want to leave peacefully I am now 100% sure and have done a lot of research. I have suffered for so long and would like to have little or no pain in my last days. That's why I'm looking for someone who will work with me to consider medication, SN or carbon monoxide. The money doesn't matter... the main thing is that we can Peace go.. I would very much not like to go alone and would be happy if I found someone! I could theoretically go anywhere. I live in Berlin. please get in touch if you feel the same!

 

[Praestat_Mori]

There's a partners megathread here:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/partners-megathread-read-the-rules-on-page-1-before-posting.1253/

I hope you find peace.

 

[Dying Knight]

That's why I'm looking for someone who will work with me to consider medication, SN or carbon monoxide.

If you consider poisoning as the preferred method, I'd suggest to take a look at hydrogen sulfide. It's one of the most potent poisons that is relatively easy to produce (Al + S, Al2​S3​ + H2​O or FeS + H2​SO4​).