apearl
mitski fan
- Sep 25, 2023
- 75
It's not the main reason I want to ctb, I don't think im cut out for living and right now weighing the goods versus the negatives, the negatives win.
But another reason I want to ctb is because I don't want to see my dad die. He is the best dad I could've ever asked for, and I don't think I could bare him dying. The worst part is that my parents had me when they where older so they are boomer age and both smokers. My dad's health is worse then my mom's. He takes like 10 pills every day and has doctor's appointments every week.
I can't do it. It makes me cringe to even see him in pain. I can't watch him die. I got to go first.
But another reason I want to ctb is because I don't want to see my dad die. He is the best dad I could've ever asked for, and I don't think I could bare him dying. The worst part is that my parents had me when they where older so they are boomer age and both smokers. My dad's health is worse then my mom's. He takes like 10 pills every day and has doctor's appointments every week.
I can't do it. It makes me cringe to even see him in pain. I can't watch him die. I got to go first.