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nihilisticmystics

nihilisticmystics

ode ᙏ̤̫
Apr 24, 2025
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hello beautiful members of sasu. i have been trying to ctb for months and tonight i think is the night. i really hope so.

a user on here by the name of @hmnow reached out to me tonight and we connected over similar interests in methods, and we will now be doing it together tonight over the phone so we are not alone.

if it works, i hope all of you get the peace you deserve as well.

i will be attempting with partial hanging, the noose will be tied to my closet rod and i will be sitting on a chair. i will put the noose over my head. tighten. the chair is barely supporting me. (i had issues with partial because i would always fall over while kneeling lol)
- ode
 
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hmnow

hmnow

Experienced
Jul 29, 2025
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We have connected and if we are lucky will depart at the same moment
 
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homeboundcripple

homeboundcripple

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Jun 6, 2025
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All the best to you both 🙏
 
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kazatte

kazatte

someday, surely, this pain will disappear
Sep 1, 2025
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i hope you two find peace, whatever it may look like for you
 
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unevencompromise

unevencompromise

“I need some water, Something came over me” ...
Oct 20, 2025
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Hopefully you guys will be in a better place now ! <3
 
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Irisse

Irisse

Art belongs to Maksn (on yt)
Sep 8, 2025
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Again, I hope that you both find peace.
 
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nihilisticmystics

nihilisticmystics

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Apr 24, 2025
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i think i got really close. unsuccessful so far. im going to keep trying
 
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hmnow

hmnow

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Jul 29, 2025
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Thank you for sharing that experience tonight - we will be more successful in our next attempt, I am sure
 
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