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I've been considering hanging as my method for quite some time now, however, I'm 4'7"/140cm and 78 pounds/35kg. I'm a little worried about not having the weight to apply proper pressure and was wondering what you guys might recommend. I've been testing partial suspension but I'm curious if full suspension might yield better results. Thanks in advance.
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
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full suspension will work. You should use arope from 8-10mm diametre not thicker. Which a thicker rope your weight would put pressure on a bigger area on your neck, so it´s let´s pressure.
 
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Moon Flower

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Oct 14, 2019
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full suspension will work. You should use arope from 8-10mm diametre not thicker. Which a thicker rope your weight would put pressure on a bigger area on your neck, so it´s let´s pressure.
Thanks for the tip :D I've been practicing with 6mm diameter rope, the kind you see people use for bondage/shibari stuff and it supports weight but I'm not having much luck with actual compression/loss of consciousness, so maybe a thinner rope will help.
 
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Lady black

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Oct 22, 2018
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Too thin is a risk it will hurt much and can break. For full suspension I would not go under 8mm and for partial not under 6mm. And think about: Also 9 year old children hanged themselves and it worked, they are smaller with less weight than you
 
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Moon Flower

I'll soon be sleeping sound
Oct 14, 2019
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Too thin is a risk it will hurt much and can break. For full suspension I would not go under 8mm and for partial not under 6mm. And think about: Also 9 year old children hanged themselves and it worked, they are smaller with less weight than you
Thanks for the advice <3 I'll have to update next time I run a test
 
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Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
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And for the problem with being foung for hanging there´s an easy solution: But a pillowcase or somrthing like that over your head, just like condemned prisoners had to wear at theirhanging. So nobody has to see into your dead hanged face. It´s surely much better for your finders.
 
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Moon Flower

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Oct 14, 2019
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And for the problem with being foung for hanging there´s an easy solution: But a pillowcase or somrthing like that over your head, just like condemned prisoners had to wear at theirhanging. So nobody has to see into your dead hanged face. It´s surely much better for your finders.
Do you figure rope should go over the pillowcase or under?
 
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Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
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Over is more comfortable, cause it won´t bite directly into your skin then
 
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Moon Flower

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Oct 14, 2019
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Are you a midget?
Kind of? What I have is technically a form of dwarfism but it's because I stopped making growth hormone young and I'm still in proportion. I think to be considered a midget it has to have more to do with bone structure and proportions or something
 
Lady black

Lady black

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Oct 22, 2018
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So you would say that your body is in the state of a teenager?
 
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Moon Flower

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So you would say that your body is in the state of a teenager?
That's about right, the growth hormone treatment stopped being effective when I was about 12
 
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So I can imagine it´s not easy for you in everyday´s life.
 
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So I can imagine it´s not easy for you in everyday´s life.
Yeah it's definitely a factor in my decision, I'm nearly 30 and have never been taken seriously as an adult in my life because everyone still thinks I'm 14
 
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Lady black

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Oct 22, 2018
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So I hope you do not have to suffer too long anymore. I read you had a boyfriend. Was it easier for you when you had someone that cared for you, hold you in his arms?
 
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So I hope you do not have to suffer too long anymore. I read you had a boyfriend. Was it easier for you when you had someone that cared for you, hold you in his arms?
It didn't really make a whole lot of difference to be honest. I stuck around out of obligation
 
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Lady black

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I see so you have a hard life and it doesn´t matter if you are alone or not
 
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