Help Partial Hanging

[iwannaendme]

Hey guys. I'm here after my failed attemp last week. SI was too strong.

But I have one question.. I'm doing it with scarf secured to closed door and I wanted to know if the way I wanna do it can reach what we all probably want.. Is it possible to ctb if my body will be like "leaning" to door I mean my back and I'll just will be pushing down until I'll black out? I hope you understand how I mean it. It's position like I think third one in that post "How to hang".

It's only method that is available for me and I wanna try it this week and I only need to know if it's possible so I can feel little more comfort :( if you didn't understood the way I wanna do it I'll try to explain it better. Ty guys

 

[SomebodyBroken]

Good luck to you, I hope that you will succeed.
as I did not take more different poses, but my SI all the time found options to break free, even if I successfully lost consciousness ...

 

[iwannaendme]

Good luck to you, I hope that you will succeed.
as I did not take more different poses, but my SI all the time found options to break free, even if I successfully lost consciousness ...

Thanks. I hope you find your way too.

Do you think it'll work the way i described it? I just wanna be gone..

I never lost consciousness because of SI. Can you tell me what was you feeling right before u blacked out? Thanks for answer btw
Or feelings. How did u felt after starting attemp and how long did it took?
Or how did u felt after starting attemp and how long did it took for you to actually black out?

 

[Partial-Elf]

Just make sure you sit down HARD and FAST instead of soft and slow

 

[iwannaendme]

Just make sure you sit down HARD and FAST instead of soft and slow

Thanks for advice. Doing it this week.
Also, do you think it will work while ill be leaning to the door? If u understand how i mean it

 

[Partial-Elf]

Thanks for advice. Doing it this week.
Also, do you think it will work while ill be leaning to the door? If u understand how i mean it

Do you mean with your face towards the door, rather than the back of your head? I would recommend facing away from the door, but you can try both ways

 

[iwannaendme]

Do you mean with your face towards the door, rather than the back of your head? I would recommend facing away from the door, but you can try both ways

I mean like my back will be touching the door meanwhile I'll be pushing myself down and giving myself into "seated" position and just waiting to black out.

 

[Partial-Elf]

I mean like my back will be touching the door meanwhile I'll be pushing myself down and giving myself into "seated" position and just waiting to black out.

You shouldn't be pushing yourself down, more like letting your knees go out. Like flopping down on the couch after a long day. Seated posture and back against the door are fine

 

[iwannaendme]

You shouldn't be pushing yourself down, more like letting your knees go out. Like flopping down on the couch after a long day. Seated posture and back against the door are fine

Yeah, like that. So there won't be any problem if my back would be touching the door right? It wouldn't change the result if I do it without leaning on it? Sorry for so many questions:D I'm just making sure it would work and giving myself into "peace" lol. Just wanna know when I'll be doing it there's minimum chances of failing lol

 

[Partial-Elf]

Yeah, like that. So there won't be any problem if my back would be touching the door right? It wouldn't change the result if I do it without leaning on it? Sorry for so many questions:D I'm just making sure it would work and giving myself into "peace" lol. Just wanna know when I'll be doing it there's minimum chances of failing lol

your main concerns should be:

1. Is there any chance you'll be interrupted or found? If so, do not proceed until you can guarantee an hour alone
2. Is your anchor point (where you tie off your rope) secure? If not, use one of these
3. Is your rope reliable? A scarf does worry me. Personally, I have some rope I bought specifically for this purpose
4. Are you sitting down fast and hard enough?

If all those things are in place, you should be good. If any one is questionable, i would try to improve it before moving forward.

 

[iwannaendme]

your main concerns should be:

1. Is there any chance you'll be interrupted or found? If so, do not proceed until you can guarantee an hour alone
2. Is your anchor point (where you tie off your rope) secure? If not, use one of these
3. Is your rope reliable? A scarf does worry me. Personally, I have some rope I bought specifically for this purpose
4. Are you sitting down fast and hard enough?

If all those things are in place, you should be good. If any one is questionable, i would try to improve it before moving forward.

I'll be home alone for like ten hours. So that's ok. I'm using two scarfs, one attached to doorknob and second tied to one that'll go to other side. Also I'm making sure it'll stay the way after I close door so it will hold. I tried it many times, and scarf looks pretty strong. Last time I was trying to ctb I was doing it for hours and there's nothing wrong with that scarf, so hopefully it will stay this way during "process".

Like I said, I'm mostly worried if I do it right. Just wanna get to the point where I black out and it's over, though.

 

[Allpainnogain]

Is there any video that shows how to do this?

 

[Soul]

In case it helps:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-hang-yourself.1183/post-16650

@iwannaendme , have you considered buying one of those special collars made for erotic auto-asphyxiation?
@Allpainnogain , there are videos around (including at least a couple in the thread in the link above).

 

[iwannaendme]

In case it helps:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-hang-yourself.1183/post-16650

@iwannaendme , have you considered buying one of those special collars made for erotic auto-asphyxiation?
@Allpainnogain , there are videos around (including at least a couple in the thread in the link above).

I'm currently out of money lol. So scarf is my only hope and hopefully it'll hold me at least until I ctb.

 

[Soul]

I hope everything goes the right way for you, @iwannaendme
Journey well

 

[iwannaendme]

I hope everything goes the right way for you, @iwannaendme
Journey well

Thanks. Hopefully I won't end up retarted or something lol

 

[Worndown]

Thanks. Hopefully I won't end up retarted or something lol

If you go just high enough you do not end up sitting on the floor, it should work.

 

[iwannaendme]

If you go just high enough you do not end up sitting on the floor, it should work.

I don't think my body would end up sitting on the floor. Scarf isn't too long, tho.

 

[SomebodyBroken]

I'm currently out of money lol. So scarf is my only hope and hopefully it'll hold me at least until I ctb.

even for normal care, money is required, lol.