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GreenTree

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Jun 1, 2020
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This is how I want to leave this world. I'm just so scared I'll mess it up or someone will catch me. I'm low on confidence of doing this method. I'm gonna have to bite the bullet and go for it. Anyone else scared of getting caught or messing up the method.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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The hanging method certainly scares me a lot as well. It sounds so horrific failing it and as a consequence just ending up back in this world. It's just so terrifying how suicide attempts can go wrong and lead to damage, and it makes it sound so much easier than it actually is when you hear of all these people managing to succeed with it. I really envy those who had the courage for the hanging method.
 
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theboy

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Jul 15, 2022
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I hope you find another alternative for you to feel peace

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spinningmyself

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Dec 31, 2022
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This is how I want to leave this world. I'm just so scared I'll mess it up or someone will catch me. I'm low on confidence of doing this method. I'm gonna have to bite the bullet and go for it. Anyone else scared of getting caught or messing up the method.
This is how I am planning to go as well. I was just going to look for a wooded area and do it late at night so hopefully not too many people will be out. It is the best I can come up with so none of my family have to be the people who find me. If you do go through with it I hope it all goes however you want it to.
 
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GreenTree

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Jun 1, 2020
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This is how I am planning to go as well. I was just going to look for a wooded area and do it late at night so hopefully not too many people will be out. It is the best I can come up with so none of my family have to be the people who find me. If you do go through with it I hope it all goes however you want it to.
Thank you. My plan is in the woods too, but I want to do it in daylight. I know more chance of getting caught but I don't want to do it at night.
 
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spinningmyself

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Dec 31, 2022
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Thank you. My plan is in the woods too, but I want to do it in daylight. I know more chance of getting caught but I don't want to do it at night.
Yes it took me a while to think about doing it at night because woods just creep me out in the dark. I will probably sit in my car for a while just to watch to make sure I don't see anyone around first. Who knows though, I might have to do in during the daytime. I will have to see how it goes when the time comes.
 
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spinningmyself

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Dec 31, 2022
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Don't park near the wooded area. It could raise suspicion.
I didn't think about that, I was only thinking it would make it easier for my body to be found. I don't want my family wondering or not knowing where or what happened for very long. I figured if my car would be sitting there for a while they would look for me sooner. I will have to think some more things out, I don't want to be found too soon. Thank you, I didn't even think about that so now I will.
 
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spinningmyself

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Dec 31, 2022
50
You could use "what3words". What3words is an app that pinpoints your location using three unique words. These words could then be sent in a delayed email to police or family. (I will probably ctb in the woods.)
Thank you, I am trying to plan for everything that I can plan for so I will check that out. I am pretty sure everyone in my life has an idea of how I am feeling but I don't want them just wondering and not knowing for sure. I might not be able to get my car which I was wanting so they could know to look for me when that is found so I will need another way just in case.
 

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