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Doom76
CTB
- Feb 12, 2020
- 33
I want to commit suicide and my method is hanging I have tried 10+ times to find I never pass out only a build of pressure in head and a red face follows by a litrature mark on the neck. I have tried by using rope in the park doing partial on a tree with a slipknot around the neck and a bowline to the tree and still did not pass out. At home I tried using a belt with the door closed ontop of it I tried a standing position with my head facing down, I also tried the closet rail with a belt on my knees and a sitting position. I have also tried using electric wire and nothing but pain. I need help here as I just want to finally fucking die my life is shit I have no friends, im ugly, im a failure and most of all I have servre depression, Anxiety and just had enough I also have a drinking problem. I have over 10+ attempts at suicide I feel I dont like living I hate life. I'm also bullied everwhere I go in life school, work etc enough is enough.
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