• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
8

8yy8uiyhbij

Member
Feb 11, 2019
96
When I try I get an increasing tension in my head, then I feel very cold as if I have a fever, that's how I know I'm doing it correctly, but then I get warm again and very little happens, there's been a few times where my vision gets blotchy with black circles. I can't seem to get the ideal spot, my neck hurts a lot from trying but I fail everytime.


I tend to also start hyperventilating, that is consistent and is what tends to stop me.


Any advice would be appreciated, I'm using the night night method :heart:
 
Last edited:
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: anteater and nzdarkshark
anteater

anteater

Looking for ants...
Aug 19, 2019
14
I've been trying with my bare hands just for the feels and I was never able to press the correct location, maybe I should apply more force idk.
 
8

8yy8uiyhbij

Member
Feb 11, 2019
96
I've been trying with my bare hands just for the feels and I was never able to press the correct location, maybe I should apply more force idk.

I don't tend to manage with bare hands, I'm now trying bean bags with a support around the neck
 
  • Like
Reactions: anteater
nzdarkshark

nzdarkshark

The Loved Mistake
Sep 4, 2018
399
I can never seem to pass out - only sometimes I feel dizzy/see blotches. It's fustraiting. Last year when I attempted I used a facecloth/washcloth to try and press on the arteries but it didn't work. I'll be watching this post.
 

Similar threads

anhedonic_moron
Replies
2
Views
579
Suicide Discussion
UnoX48
U
K
Replies
3
Views
325
Suicide Discussion
kk13
K
D
Replies
1
Views
614
Suicide Discussion
2muchpain2
2muchpain2