Since I was 7 my father has tried to commit suicide 4 times, the most recent around 5 years ago. 3 times by paracetamol overdose with alcohol, which ended with his stomach being pumped. And the last time by hanging but the cable snapped. He told people what he as going to do beforehand so he was saved and it looks like they were more cries for help. He didn't get sectioned on any of those occasions, just sent home from the hospital with some phone numbers for help with alcohol abuse. He's never tried to seek help.
I'm not sure how different my life would be if any of his attempts were successful. I do know he caused me a lot of pain and worry over the years. I have trust issues, depression, anxiety, abandonment issues, and I'm here so...