Discussion Parents House

[squareminus1]

Hi, I still live with my parents cause I'm in my last year of University. I was wonder if any of you had advice about whst methods might work in such an enviroment, I'd be scared to order any suspicious looking packages (cause I am guessing SN comes with poison hazard lables like lab grade chemicals usually do). I am also scared of hieghts, so would barely able to get near a ledge never mind jump off it. I have thought about jumping infront of fast trains before but there is always lots people waiting at the platform with me, as silly as it is I'd rather traumatise the minimum amount of people possible.

I have been looking alot at partial hanging, I am really scared I'd fuck it up though since I fuck up most things. I know this might sound counter intuative but would it be smart to have a bit of alcohol before going for it? I usually get less stressed when my inhibitions are lowered a bit could make operations go smoother. But it also probably would make me more likely to fuck something up since I'll have a bit of alcohol symptoms, idk i wouldn't hace too much though.

What do you guys think? Cause I feel like partial hanging is probably only like 50-60% likely to go right. I don't want to end up brain dead I put my familly through enough as is, i can't do that. Sorry if this is a silly question.

 

[アホペンギン]

Yeah, lots of people drink or smoke weed before doing hanging, especially full suspension hanging. And you can ask the people delivering the sn to make the packaging discreet, its an option for most sources afaik.