Venting Paralyzed with dread

[nolongerhuman]

If I go to sleep the nightmares get all night to torment me, so I can't go to sleep, but I have horrid anxiety every moment I'm awake. It's getting to the point where it's a monumental effort to even speak to other people. I hate this so much. I can't wait for it all to be over and I'm glad I don't have much longer to wait.

 

[WornOutLife]

Oh man, I know how hellish that is.
I highly recommend you read stuff about lucid dreams. That helped me lots because I managed to dream what I wanted.

 

[suicide4me]

I can relate to some of that. May you be able to find peace sooner rather than later