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Thisiscertainlyause
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- Sep 27, 2024
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Hi, I'm pretty new here, atleast in making an account, but I've lurked here without an account in some of my darker moments before - but I can't find anything discussing this.
I Don't really want a painless death, and yet its what everyone talks about, I don't want overly severe pain, but something like holding skin close to a flame levels, piercing but not enough to scream, is this strange? At first all I wanted was a painless death but as time has gone on, I just want to hurt, despite it being contradictory to committing suicide to escape from pain in the first place. I'm curious if anyone has felt the same, similar or just has things to say about this in general!
I Don't really want a painless death, and yet its what everyone talks about, I don't want overly severe pain, but something like holding skin close to a flame levels, piercing but not enough to scream, is this strange? At first all I wanted was a painless death but as time has gone on, I just want to hurt, despite it being contradictory to committing suicide to escape from pain in the first place. I'm curious if anyone has felt the same, similar or just has things to say about this in general!