Venting Pain of not having to CTB plus fucking Tinnitus.

[Rachel74]

I know I'm getting deeper and deeper into this depression, it's been 10 months now and no mania and no change. At this very moment without hesitation I could easily OD, I won't though as it's a shitty thing to do this on my partners birthday. Hoping sleep will arrive soon to take the pain way. Some days are harder than others and I hope I sleep and wake up a little rested. Tinnitus at the moment is so bad and nothing is blocking it out.

 

[Throwaway9787]

I know I'm getting deeper and deeper into this depression, it's been 10 months now and no mania and no change. At this very moment without hesitation I could easily OD, I won't though as it's a shitty thing to do this on my partners birthday. Hoping sleep will arrive soon to take the pain way. Some days are harder than others and I hope I sleep and wake up a little rested. Tinnitus at the moment is so bad and nothing is blocking it out.

Sounds like @Susan Caswell
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