It hurts so much to try and focus. It hurts so much. I can't pay attention. I don't want to try. I want to not feel so hurt just trying to think. Why can I spend forever on this, but I can't spend a second on what I need to do? I don't know what is hurting me so much.
I just want to feel relief. I want to feel free. It's like they want me to be a slave. They want to take so much from me, but I don't want to give it up. I want to be free and get away from everything.
It hurts feeling like my life is in chains. I don't like what I see around me. I don't like how things work now. I don't want to deal with it, but I feel my life is tied to it. I wish I could cut myself free. I don't want to feel anything.
There's no good option. I want to be who I want, but I feel so much pain trying to get there. It doesn't feel like I can make it. I don't even know if what I want is possible, is it even real? I wish I could just focus on that, but on my way towards that I see all the things against me, and I just feel too hurt to keep my focus. I wish it could be pain free.
I just want to feel relief. I want to feel free. It's like they want me to be a slave. They want to take so much from me, but I don't want to give it up. I want to be free and get away from everything.
It hurts feeling like my life is in chains. I don't like what I see around me. I don't like how things work now. I don't want to deal with it, but I feel my life is tied to it. I wish I could cut myself free. I don't want to feel anything.
There's no good option. I want to be who I want, but I feel so much pain trying to get there. It doesn't feel like I can make it. I don't even know if what I want is possible, is it even real? I wish I could just focus on that, but on my way towards that I see all the things against me, and I just feel too hurt to keep my focus. I wish it could be pain free.
