Oxycodone isn't enough to commit suicide?

[Cathy]

I read that someone wrote that you can't commit suicide on Oxycodones alone. Is that true? 165 10mg pills isn't enough to take me out? That is if I find a way to keep from throwing up. Help...

 

[Amossoma543]

I read that someone wrote that you can't commit suicide on Oxycodones alone. Is that true? 165 10mg pills isn't enough to take me out? That is if I find a way to keep from throwing up. Help...

From what I understand, the problem isn't the drug itself...it's the dosage that makes it difficult. If you take too much, you'll just vomit it up. If you take too little, you'll just sleep a long time. Taking handfuls of pills is one of the least effective methods, from what I've researched.

When I first decided this route, research was my first order of business. I would read all the resources available here on the methods, which are best, which are least effective, and then make an informed decision after you learn all you can.

 

[Cathy]

From what I understand, the problem isn't the drug itself...it's the dosage that makes it difficult. If you take too much, you'll just vomit it up. If you take too little, you'll just sleep a long time. Taking handfuls of pills is one of the least effective methods, from what I've researched.

When I first decided this route, research was my first order of business. I would read all the resources available here on the methods, which are best, which are least effective, and then make an informed decision after you learn all you can.

Thank you for the reply. I tried this route a couple of years ago & a friend told me to only take enough to knock me out. Then tape a plastic bag over my head, but that didn't work for me. Because I'm a coward, I never fell asleep because I couldn't take the intense heat on my face.

 

[Ghost2211]

Not really. You're more likely to get really sick, and end up in a hospital

 

[Ἡγησίας]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/please-help-im-about-ready-really-nervous.30577/post-559004

 

[Amossoma543]

Thank you for the reply. I tried this route a couple of years ago & a friend told me to only take enough to knock me out. Then tape a plastic bag over my head, but that didn't work for me. Because I'm a coward, I never fell asleep because I couldn't take the intense heat on my face.

Yes, that sounds like a perfectly awful way to go. I imagine that even if you were "knocked out", you would have what would amount to horrifying nightmares as you died. Your lungs and brain would scream out for oxygen...and your dying moments might be like living in a hellish existence. And with the way time is often wonky in dreams, it might seem like you were suffering for years. Egads! That is not something I would do. Like you...I'm too cowardice for such a death.

What I truly want is to be fluffed away on billowy clouds of comfort and euphoria as I leave this plane of existence. :-)

 

[Cathy]

Yes, that sounds like a perfectly awful way to go. I imagine that even if you were "knocked out", you would have what would amount to horrifying nightmares as you died. Your lungs and brain would scream out for oxygen...and your dying moments might be like living in a hellish existence. And with the way time is often wonky in dreams, it might seem like you were suffering for years. Egads! That is not something I would do. Like you...I'm too cowardice for such a death.

What I truly want is to be fluffed away on billowy clouds of comfort and euphoria as I leave this plane of existence. :-)

I was just so uncomfortable & hot that it didn't matter how many I took I couldn't fall asleep. I kept thinking there has to be an easier way. I'm just to much of a coward to take a bunch of pills. I've always been to afraid I would live & be in a vegetative state or something. That's what's been stopping me. I'm to afraid of messing it up.

 

[Amossoma543]

I was just so uncomfortable & hot that it didn't matter how many I took I couldn't fall asleep. I kept thinking there has to be an easier way. I'm just to much of a coward to take a bunch of pills. I've always been to afraid I would live & be in a vegetative state or something. That's what's been stopping me. I'm to afraid of messing it up.

Frustrating how easy-yet-extremely-difficult dying is, right?

 

[Cathy]

Frustrating how easy-yet-extremely-difficult dying is, right?

Exactly! How do So many people make it seem so easy, when it's so unbelievably difficult for some of us?

 

[Amossoma543]

Exactly! How do So many people make it seem so easy, when it's so unbelievably difficult for some of us?

I think the truth is...it is easy in one sense: if I were determined, I could do it right now. I have a gun and SN. I could do it. Right. Now. Easy. But whichever method I used...would only look easy from reading about it afterward. If you were in the room with me...it wouldn't look so easy. You know what I mean? That's the reality I guess we all have to face. If we are going to do it...it's pretty damned easy...but it's one giant step.

 

[Cathy]

I think the truth is...it is easy in one sense: if I were determined, I could do it right now. I have a gun and SN. I could do it. Right. Now. Easy. But whichever method I used...would only look easy from reading about it afterward. If you were in the room with me...it wouldn't look so easy. You know what I mean? That's the reality I guess we all have to face. If we are going to do it...it's pretty damned easy...but it's one giant step.

Even if I had a gun that would never be easy for me. You're braver than I am. I would be afraid I would pull away or something at the last minute & end up living as a vegetable. I want to go painlessly in my sleep. I've watched 3 of my family members die slowly in pain & I believe that's why I'm such a coward. That & I've been in pain for so many years now that I just can't take anymore.

 

[xBrialesana]

Frustrating how easy-yet-extremely-difficult dying is, right?

RIGHT !

 

[ExitCanada]

I read that someone wrote that you can't commit suicide on Oxycodones alone. Is that true? 165 10mg pills isn't enough to take me out? That is if I find a way to keep from throwing up. Help...

Read the most comprehensive source on DIY CTB: The Peaceful Pill e-Handbook available through Exit International. It covers just about every drug out there with huge caveats about what NOT to do!

 

[Cathy]

Read the most comprehensive source on DIY CTB: The Peaceful Pill e-Handbook available through Exit International. It covers just about every drug out there with huge caveats about what NOT to do!

Thank You!

 

[WEASEL1234]

Thank You!

It's the SI that makes people anxious as you're brain is not going to "agree"with what you are about to do. There are threads on here about how to "trick" the mind into thinking otherwise.
I meditated to bar those instincts away.