kazewoatsumete
hey come on and bury me!
- Dec 11, 2022
- 55
Feeling frustrated that I've been starting to crave taking my SN every night. I thought I could go either way on CTB once I got it in my hands, but I just. Don't feel capable or willing to pick up the pieces of my life. I want to hold on until my Japan trip in April so badly, but my gut is telling me I need to do it sooner.
I want to know how I can push this feeling away until my date. It's agonizing when I so desperately want to go but can't yet.
I want to know how I can push this feeling away until my date. It's agonizing when I so desperately want to go but can't yet.