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Steve Vermont
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- Feb 27, 2020
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In early January I tried to kill myself on impulse. I drank three liters of vodka and 200mg of Clonazepam. My wife and family intervened and I woke up in the intensive care unit after a three day coma.
Subjectively, it was just "lights out": I passed out almost immediately and woke up three days later. No memories, nothing.
I have very low alcohol tolerance due to diabetes: I rarely drink. I can also get Clonazepam quite easily by double dipping my prescription. Booze is all over the place.
So given my past experience, I am thinking that squirreling away 500 mg of Clonazepam and drinkingnit all down with four bottles of vodka, and maybe an over the counter anti-emetic, would do the trick. I just need to go somewhere no one will find me in time. Somewhere pretty, in the woods or on the beach, and chug it all.
What can anyone say about this method? What is its likelihood for turning out the way it did last time (i.e. lights out, no wake up, no memories)?
Subjectively, it was just "lights out": I passed out almost immediately and woke up three days later. No memories, nothing.
I have very low alcohol tolerance due to diabetes: I rarely drink. I can also get Clonazepam quite easily by double dipping my prescription. Booze is all over the place.
So given my past experience, I am thinking that squirreling away 500 mg of Clonazepam and drinkingnit all down with four bottles of vodka, and maybe an over the counter anti-emetic, would do the trick. I just need to go somewhere no one will find me in time. Somewhere pretty, in the woods or on the beach, and chug it all.
What can anyone say about this method? What is its likelihood for turning out the way it did last time (i.e. lights out, no wake up, no memories)?