Overdose (pills + alcohol)

[ExhaustedExistence]

I know overdose isn't a reliable method, but I'm too weak and it seems like my only option. I'm thinking of taking more than 100 pills (for sleep and pain) + more than 1l of 40% alcohol (probably vodka). But I'm really scared of vomiting, because then it would be useless effort.

Any advices?
(Please don't say "Don't do it!" or "Find another method!")

I don't want to break the rules, so I'm just asking what would YOU do if you were in my shoes and your only option was overdose.

 

[Ramirez]

Dont know what kinda pills but yeah you would puke. Alot. Advise; take some of them and have a few drinks to chill out a bit . Best I got.

 

[ExhaustedExistence]

Dont know what kinda pills but yeah you would puke. Alot. Advise; take some of them and have a few drinks to chill out a bit . Best I got.

I can't do it now. You know I still live with my mum.
I'm planning it next week. It will be my only chance, because I will be finally alone.

 

[WornOutLife]

Well dear, as you know, I did that last year with 100 pills; antidepressants and sleeping pills + vodka and beer.
I didn't puke but it didn't work.
I was in a coma for 2 days and with a f*cked up stomach for a few months.

I've already told you this, whatever you decide to do, take into account that if you fail, your life will be worse than now. I don't want anybody to be where I was last year! (it wasn't a psych ward fortunately, but it was hell)

Anyway, you know you can count on me! :)

Hugs and love,

Matt

 

[paininme]

It depends what type of pills they are painkillers such as paracetamol cause excruciating pain and can take days to happen even if you feel fine I survived an overdose and have permanent liver damage I think opioid tablets such as tramadol etc would be less painful and more effective I'm not advising overdose but if that's your method you chose then I respect your decision of course I think overdoses are less reliable as people take too little or as it's a slow process are found and it can be reversed or of course vomiting that's why an opioid drug will make you fall asleep/coma before you feel the effects and you stop breathing. A prescription drug will obviously be more effective as over the counter drugs don't actually contain leathal amounts of the drug, again I strongly don't advise it as 10 years later I can't drink alcohol, have bladder problems etc an it's depressed me more but as you don't want that advice I'm just giving my option on what I think would work best

 

[ExhaustedExistence]

Well dear, as you know, I did that last year with 100 pills; antidepressants and sleeping pills + vodka and beer.
I didn't puke but it didn't work.
I was in a coma for 2 days and with a f*cked up stomach for a few months.

I've already told you this, whatever you decide to do, take into account that if you fail, your life will be worse than now. I don't want anybody to be where I was last year! (it wasn't a psych ward fortunately, but it was hell)

Anyway, you know you can count on me! :)

Hugs and love,

Matt

Yeah, I know and I'm truly sorry about it.
I have to try it at least. I can't miss my only chance.

It depends what type of pills they are painkillers such as paracetamol cause excruciating pain and can take days to happen even if you feel fine I survived an overdose and have permanent liver damage I think opioid tablets such as tramadol etc would be less painful and more effective I'm not advising overdose but if that's your method you chose then I respect your decision of course I think overdoses are less reliable as people take too little or as it's a slow process are found and it can be reversed or of course vomiting that's why an opioid drug will make you fall asleep/coma before you feel the effects and you stop breathing. A prescription drug will obviously be more effective as over the counter drugs don't actually contain leathal amounts of the drug, again I strongly don't advise it as 10 years later I can't drink alcohol, have bladder problems etc an it's depressed me more but as you don't want that advice I'm just giving my option on what I think would work best

Thank you. It was really informative and helpful. I hope I will be able to find something "good".

 

[BlankUser]

If that was an easy way out, I would be dead long ago.

 

[Weary Soul]

You said as part of your post:

Any advices?
(Please don't say "Don't do it!" or "Find another method!")

I don't want to break the rules, so I'm just asking what would YOU do if you were in my shoes and your only option was overdose.

Two things came to mind when I read this -

One, because you asked "Please don't say..... I will respect your wishes and not say anything except that there have been many comments to date on the risks associated with this method - best to research I would think.

And two - I won't give advice on methods or what meds might just work because of the risks involved.

I am sorry. I so wish that none of us were in this place.

<3

 

[ExhaustedExistence]

You said as part of your post:

Two things came to mind when I read this -

One, because you asked "Please don't say..... I will respect your wishes and not say anything except that there have been many comments to date on the risks associated with this method - best to research I would think.

And two - I won't give advice on methods or what meds might just work because of the risks involved.

I am sorry. I so wish that none of us were in this place.

<3

I know there are many risks, but like I said I have no other option. I'm too weak. I have no guts. I need something comfy. I take some pills every day, so it could be quite easy for me.

If you know anything what could help me can you send me pm, please? I would really appreciate every advice. I guess nobody wishes others to suffer. So if I won't get another idea how to do it peacefully I will do it in a bad way.

 

[RedHarlequin]

If I absolutely had no other option than overdose I would try to get my hands on some antiemetics so I wouldn't vomit.
Have you at least looked into partial suspension? There are a lot less risks involved.

 

[ExhaustedExistence]

If I absolutely had no other option than overdose I would try to get my hands on some antiemetics so I wouldn't vomit.

Thanks. I will definitely look for some antiemetics. Hope they will work.

Have you at least looked into partial suspension? There are a lot less risks involved.

Yes, but I don't think I'm able to do it.

 

[suicidesheep31]

if I wanted to overdose with medication and wish to die for sure, I would maximize the interaction between the meds.
I wish you the best,

 

[ExhaustedExistence]

if I wanted to overdose with medication and wish to die for sure, I would maximize the interaction between the meds.
I wish you the best,

Do you know any interaction between specific meds, please?
Thank you.

 

[suicidesheep31]

Even with these interaction, I can't guarantee death.
Due to the rules here, I can't name them.
But search on meds modifying the central nervous system.
It is all I can say.

 

[return2dreamland]

i would take anti-vomiting pills and possibly your sleeping meds an hour/30 mins before every other pill just to minimize the possibility of throwing up + reduce stress. on the sight lostallhope, the page "things to consider" under suicide methods > drug poisoning might help you as well.
wishing you the best <3

 

[ExhaustedExistence]

Even with these interaction, I can't guarantee death.
Due to the rules here, I can't name them.
But search on meds modifying the central nervous system.
It is all I can say.

Yeah I know, almost nothing is 100% reliable.

Can you send me pm and name them just for me, please?
Thank you for your advice. It's certainly helpful.

i would take anti-vomiting pills and possibly your sleeping meds an hour/30 mins before every other pill just to minimize the possibility of throwing up + reduce stress. on the sight lostallhope, the page "things to consider" under suicide methods > drug poisoning might help you as well.
wishing you the best <3

Thank you very much. This is a really good advice.
Btw I can't find the page. Can you send me a link, please?

 

[return2dreamland]

i can't pm since my account is new, so i'm not sure how else to send you the link :(

 

[ExhaustedExistence]

i can't pm since my account is new, so i'm not sure how else to send you the link :(

I think you can pm me now, because you already have 5 messages (I guess it's the minimum for pm).

 

[return2dreamland]

I think you can pm me now, because you already have 5 messages (I guess it's the minimum for pm).

oh you're right, check pm's :)

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Well, personally, I tried this once with a bottle of vodka and a literal handful of oxys. Unfortunately, it didn't work. Woke up with a horrendous hangover. Stumbled home and slept for like 3 days.

 

[motel rooms]

You know I still live with my mum.
I'm planning it next week. It will be my only chance, because I will be finally alone.

How long will your mother be gone for? It takes a long time to die of an OD. Paracetamol is a really bad idea & sleeping pills are completely useless. Alcohol poisoning is hard to achieve unless you drink the whole bottle of vodka in less than ten minutes & manage not to throw up

 

[ExhaustedExistence]

How long will your mother be gone for? It takes a long time to die of an OD. Paracetamol is a really bad idea & sleeping pills are completely useless. Alcohol poisoning is hard to achieve unless you drink the whole bottle of vodka in less than ten minutes & manage not to throw up

She will be gone for 3 or 4 days - from tuesday to thursday or friday (she doesn't know when she will come back). I need to use my only time alone.

I have really low alcohol tolerance, so I guess it could work for me. Thanks for an advice.

 

[motel rooms]

I have really low alcohol tolerance, so I guess it could work for me. Thanks for an advice.

Just don't mix random pills or you'll end up in a lot of pain. Do you have benzos?

 

[ExhaustedExistence]

Just don't mix random pills or you'll end up in a lot of pain. Do you have benzos?

That's what I wanted to do lol.
No, I don't have benzos.

 

[motel rooms]

That's what I wanted to do lol.
No, I don't have benzos.

I would stick with AE's (anti-vomiting pills) & sleeping pills. Crush the sleeping pills & put them in your last glass of vodka. I'm not sure you'll be able to drink a whole liter of vodka in ten minutes though - you say you have really low alcohol tolerance. I know you don't want to hear this, but this method isn't a very good choice

 

[ExhaustedExistence]

I would stick with AE's (anti-vomiting pills) & sleeping pills. Crush the sleeping pills & put them in your last glass of vodka. I'm not sure you'll be able to drink a whole liter of vodka in ten minutes though - you say you have really low alcohol tolerance. I know you don't want to hear this, but this method isn't a very good choice

This is the best advice for now I guess. Thank you very much.

Yeah, my alcohol tolerance sucks. Mostly because I don't drink so much and also I have under 55 kg.
I know it isn't a good choice, but what else I could do.

 

[motel rooms]

Shallow water blackout in the bathtub?

 

[ExhaustedExistence]

Shallow water blackout in the bathtub?

I don't have a bathtub :(

 

[AloeGarten]

if ur gonna use sleeping pills, dont use the dph ones. honestly overdose has so many different factors and chances its probably not worth it, there are much better and 'safer' methods that are equally easy to do imo