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I know that overdoses are a hit and miss, but I feel that I might have enough to do the job. I get 1800mg of oxycodone for pain a month, 90 mg of klonopin for the anxiety my condition causes, 900 mg of propranolol though I could make up some reason and get an increase up to 1200 mg of propranolol. I also get high doses of muscle relaxants for my condition that add up to 3200mg a month. I am thinking of staying off my meds for a while so I get rid of the tolerance and build up a supply and just take it all at once when I have the full bottles. I don't even think I would need alcohol with all this. When I take them altogether as prescribed they numb you out for a while, so I think I would just drift off when I take all of this. The muscle relaxants affect the central nervous system so I think they would be helpful too. What do you guys think of this mix and plan? Would it work? I am slightly overweight and have been taking these pills for some time, but I think that it would also be a nice way to go out. I really feel that I would just drift off and not wake up again to face another day of shit.
 
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I know that overdoses are a hit and miss, but I feel that I might have enough to do the job. I get 1800mg of oxycodone for pain a month, 90 mg of klonopin for the anxiety my condition causes, 900 mg of propranolol though I could make up some reason and get an increase up to 1200 mg of propranolol. I also get high doses of muscle relaxants for my condition that add up to 3200mg a month. I am thinking of staying off my meds for a while so I get rid of the tolerance and build up a supply and just take it all at once when I have the full bottles. I don't even think I would need alcohol with all this. When I take them altogether as prescribed they numb you out for a while, so I think I would just drift off when I take all of this. The muscle relaxants affect the central nervous system so I think they would be helpful too. What do you guys think of this mix and plan? Would it work? I am slightly overweight and have been taking these pills for some time, but I think that it would also be a nice way to go out. I really feel that I would just drift off and not wake up again to face another day of shit.
I love it. I get approx 3600 oxy and another in long acting oxy. About 1000 in Valium and then I have saved up about 250 raboxin 750 muscle relaxers. Top that off with whiskey and how can you go wrong. Rent a Hotel room for 2 days with a do not disturb sign and off to wonderland we go. I also have promethezine for nausea but I'm guessing I need a better antiemetic like Metoclopramide. That's the only thing I'm missing for a no miss situation. I'd love to have someone there with me but how do you find someone you can trust these days. I'm sure my pal swisher is around here somewhere. She'll have some input on this also.
Maybe a liquid mixture for partial rectally plug so I don't vomit .
 
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I love it. I get approx 3600 oxy and another in long acting oxy. About 1000 in Valium and then I have saved up about 250 raboxin 750 muscle relaxers. Top that off with whiskey and how can you go wrong. Rent a Hotel room for 2 days with a do not disturb sign and off to wonderland we go. I also have promethezine for nausea but I'm guessing I need a better antiemetic like Metoclopramide. That's the only thing I'm missing for a no miss situation. I'd love to have someone there with me but how do you find someone you can trust these days
Wow that's a lot honestly these meds don't do shit for me except numb me out so I can make it through the day. That's a lot of oxy. They even give me a tough time about the sixty a day. What is your condition if you don't mind me asking? That's a lot of meds. You could kill two people with all that lol. I'm sure you have a high tolerance by now.
 
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Wow that's a lot honestly these meds don't do shit for me except numb me out so I can make it through the day. That's a lot of oxy. They even give me a tough time about the sixty a day. What is your condition if you don't mind me asking? That's a lot of meds. You could kill two people with all that lol. I'm sure you have a high tolerance by now.
Well first off I am large. 6'6 260. And I have numerous reasons for the pain. UC . Prostate cancer, both shoulders replaced. And the icing on the cake is kidney stones every few months or so.
 
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Well first off I am large. 6'6 260. And I have numerous reasons for the pain. UC . Prostate cancer, both shoulders replaced. And the icing on the cake is kidney stones every few months or so.
Wow what happened with the cancer. Did you remove it? I'm looking at urological surgery so I've researched a bunch about those sorts of issues.
 
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Well first off I am large. 6'6 260. And I have numerous reasons for the pain. UC . Prostate cancer, both shoulders replaced. And the icing on the cake is kidney stones every few months or so.
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Well first off I am large. 6'6 260. And I have numerous reasons for the pain. UC . Prostate cancer, both shoulders replaced. And the icing on the cake is kidney stones every few months or so.
uc ulcerative colitis, they took about 12 inches of my large intestine and there's a large lump on the other side now. With huge blood bruise in and around. Not sure if pictures of wounds are against the rules or I'd post this new picture. And ofcouse I have to start radiation pretty soon.
 
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I have not removed the prostate. That is a option. I've got to figure out first what the new baseball size lump on my side is.
 
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And how about you? Your method ? No whiskey or antiemetic? Vomiting could be s problem
 
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Do you get constipated by all that oxy per day?
 
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And how about you? Your method ? No whiskey or antiemetic? Vomiting could be s problem[/QUOTE
I feel that I would have to jump because of my very strong survival instinct. I know that once I let go from the railing of a really high bridge I'll feel instant regret,but there's no turning back after that. I would like to see if there's anything possible that hasn't been done before. I'm open to ideas if you have anything.
 

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