solblaze
Lost
- Sep 20, 2023
- 51
So as the title suggests I'm looking for advice from people to overcome the fear of failure. It scares the living hell out of me the thought that if I fail I could end up a retarded vegetable.
I'm tired of hurting, I'm tired of feeling like everything's my fault, and most of all I just want to feel love. I'm sure people in my life love me, but I just don't feel loved. I never have. Hopefully in the next life I can be a "normal" person with a normal working brain that keeps me happy, and to not be in physical pain damn near every waking moment of my life.
I'm sorry I got side tracked and went on a tangent, but it did feel good to write down.
I'm tired of hurting, I'm tired of feeling like everything's my fault, and most of all I just want to feel love. I'm sure people in my life love me, but I just don't feel loved. I never have. Hopefully in the next life I can be a "normal" person with a normal working brain that keeps me happy, and to not be in physical pain damn near every waking moment of my life.
I'm sorry I got side tracked and went on a tangent, but it did feel good to write down.