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PleaseLetMeMakeAnAc
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- Jun 16, 2024
- 11
Well, fuck man. Everything I can think of got shot down by one reason or another. I had gotten a charcoal burner built, but realized I have no way to guarantee it's success & worst case scenario I could end up dying in a car fire while tripping balls. Sounds like hell, I'm put off now
I'm temped to just shoot myself. Getting up the motivation to pull the trigger is insanely difficult for me. I tried to do it a few days ago, I got up to it, yanked, and my line I was using got stuck & I just couldn't do it after.
It's a .22 rifle & I had it rigged up with a line (coudln't reach trigger) & pointed directly at heart as I don't want to scramble my brains.
I don't know how to get up the motivation to do this. The last attempt I was very high on DXM, which usually makes me feel nothing but this time it made me go into psychosis after failing & I was basically in hell for a few days. Think I'll just have to do it sober
This is painful to think about. Normally thinking about dying would make me calm, but now it does nothing but exacerbate the constant anxiety of existence. What do? I've only got a few days till im homeless; I need to get out of here
I'm temped to just shoot myself. Getting up the motivation to pull the trigger is insanely difficult for me. I tried to do it a few days ago, I got up to it, yanked, and my line I was using got stuck & I just couldn't do it after.
It's a .22 rifle & I had it rigged up with a line (coudln't reach trigger) & pointed directly at heart as I don't want to scramble my brains.
I don't know how to get up the motivation to do this. The last attempt I was very high on DXM, which usually makes me feel nothing but this time it made me go into psychosis after failing & I was basically in hell for a few days. Think I'll just have to do it sober
This is painful to think about. Normally thinking about dying would make me calm, but now it does nothing but exacerbate the constant anxiety of existence. What do? I've only got a few days till im homeless; I need to get out of here