Ordered SN

[be-easy]

It should be delivered on Monday.

I don't know when I'll do it, but it's a relief to have it. I just need to make sure nobody will find it, because my family knows what it's for.

Another good thing is that I know what to expect when I take it after my attempt in November. First time was stressful, hopefully this time it'll go as planned.

 

[Namelesa]

what does it actually do though?

SN megathread

This post will be dedicated to compiling all the information we have on the Sodium Nitrite method (SN), including what else is needed and comparing it to other popular methods. Before starting, I HIGHLY encourage you read most, if not all, of the chapters on the PPH, as this method may not be...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[be-easy]

@squidgy.1
Hey, what do you mean? What does SN do? There's a lot of posts describing both the scientific aspects and the "experience". You can search for my post describing what it was like for me.

 

[LunarEc]

what does it actually do though?

It can interfere with how your blood carries oxygen. Essentially, it can convert hemoglobin (the part of your blood that carries oxygen) into methemoglobin, which doesn't carry oxygen as well. This can lead to symptoms like dizziness, headache, shortness of breath, nausea, and if the dosage is high enough, death is certain because your blood is no longer able to carry oxygen properly to your organs. It's quite the peaceful death though. Those symptoms are not as severe as a cut or hanging. Unconsciousness follows before you'd start experiencing any severe pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel relieved, I wish you the best.