Help Opportunity

[BPD_LE]

An opportunity has arisen for me to hang myself today. I've just passed out from partial without tying it off. I could do it right now, but this wasn't my plan. I have a detailed plan. But I want this over or do I want my doctor? I don't know what I want or what to do and I can't cope right here right now. I can't cope.

 

[SinisterKid]

If in doubt, do nowt. In this instance, that little saying will serve you well. If you have any doubts whatsoever, dont do anything. Death is very final as far as any of us mere mortals know, so if you are not sure, then stay and shoot the shit with the rest of us crazies until such time that you are sure that death is right for you.

Not only that, you wont be able to laugh your arse off when the full details of Boris's exit deal are released. After 2 years of waiting, it should be good for at least a chuckle that you would not otherwise get if you are not here

 

[Thanatos]

I agree with sinisterkid. If you aren't sure then I wouldn't. I understand the frustration though. Has your doc been able to help before?

 

[Final Escape]

I could never tell someone they should ctb so I'm goin to say hold out. You are clearly in great distress and conflicted. I'm sorry it's so intense and I know how it feels because I have the same issues. I've just not been as actively suicidal as many BPD's for some reason. Unless I was on certain medications. I hope u can get through this today. Hugs :)

 

[Nem]

 

[BPD_LE]

I ❤ you @SinisterKid Only you could make someone smile with a noose around their neck. Thank you all, I'm not doing it tonight because my dogs are here. I've bought vodka instead. Sorry for the histrionics, I had a little moment there. I may try see my Dr tomorrow but they'll call crisis I know it. See how I feel in the morning. I may go through with my plan tomorrow instead. I hate sounding so hesitant when I also feel so sure.

 

[SinisterKid]

Vodka sounds a most excellent substitute, enjoy and if I start to read some slurred words from you, at least I know why

 

[Rachel74]

Stick to the original plan sweetie!
Now I'm ordering you to drown in vodka