Opinions on blocking & deleting contacts

[SomethingsOff]

So I've stated before that I plan on CTBing late August, and hopefully at the latest September- all depends on the waiting period once I am able to afford a shotgun. My friends are starting to worry about me. I don't want them to interfere. I'm trying to emotionally distance myself so my death hurts them less but especially if I block them this early there's a decent chance they may call the police or something, since out of the few I have, a decent amount know I'm suicidal. I do still live with my parents and I made the stupid mistake a while back of giving one if my friends my mother's contact so he'd reach out to her. But I can't keep making up excuses about why I'm not answering them for days on end especially friends who I used to talk to every day. Any opinions on when I should start blocking and deleting contacts? Should I do it now or wait until perhaps the day before I CTB?

 

[neurotic]

Blocking them would only raise more suspicions wouldn't you agree?

 

[Ultracheese]

I absolutely understand the reasoning but please do not do this. I can only speak from my own personal experience, but I tried to do this a few days ago when I attempted to CTB and was declared a missing person. The police literally tracked my phone and confronted me in my hotel room. It will cause a lot more harm and suspicion than intended.

 

[90starve]

i agree with everything already said here. i don't have much experience, but usually when somebody disappears - people start to ask questions. personally, i would try to continue as if everything were normal. i understand that you're trying to minimise the collateral - but it's safer for you this way :)

thinking of you and wishing you peace <3

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

Well don't do anything out of the norm as that will raise even more suspicions, as long as you live by yourself you can just complete ctb successfully.