Fire&Ash
Experienced
- Apr 15, 2020
- 221
Hello everyone. I would like to thank you for those who reply to some of my posts it is very helpful to me I feel like I'm not ignored. To start I'm not a smart person so I always need help with creating solutions with things and my anxiety makes me doubt my skills. I have a couple of topics.
1) I have acquired SN 99.6% and an antiemetic. I plan to use iboprofin. I feel worried that I will somehow screw it up because I still don't fully understand the timing of when to take everything. And does fasting mean not to eat and drink? Or just not eat?
2) I want to erase my emails, all accounts connected to me on the web, fb, my WiFi history on the router, and factory reset my iPhone, laptop, and iPad. But I have this feeling factory resetting will not be enough and someone will be able to access my history. Help?
3) at the end of this month my mom is visiting from out of state. I recently quit my job and I thought to myself I can't keep going on like this, going to work or doing anything feels impossible to me. I'm conflicted on when I should ctb, should I do it while she is here or after she leaves? I know it's a personal choice, but I'm considering the thought that she will attend my funeral or not when she's here.
4) in my culture/religion, a person that ctb is not buried properly. I heard that they are "buried like a dog" so idk if that means casket or no casket. Definitely no prayers. So I'm wondering if I should just go ahead and contact an outsource funeral home to cremate me. It won't align with my religion but I figured if I'm not going to be buried properly, might as well handle my own funeral.
END: I just need a lot of opinions onmy thoughts because my anxiety makes it hard for me to think all of the necessary details for my situation
1) I have acquired SN 99.6% and an antiemetic. I plan to use iboprofin. I feel worried that I will somehow screw it up because I still don't fully understand the timing of when to take everything. And does fasting mean not to eat and drink? Or just not eat?
2) I want to erase my emails, all accounts connected to me on the web, fb, my WiFi history on the router, and factory reset my iPhone, laptop, and iPad. But I have this feeling factory resetting will not be enough and someone will be able to access my history. Help?
3) at the end of this month my mom is visiting from out of state. I recently quit my job and I thought to myself I can't keep going on like this, going to work or doing anything feels impossible to me. I'm conflicted on when I should ctb, should I do it while she is here or after she leaves? I know it's a personal choice, but I'm considering the thought that she will attend my funeral or not when she's here.
4) in my culture/religion, a person that ctb is not buried properly. I heard that they are "buried like a dog" so idk if that means casket or no casket. Definitely no prayers. So I'm wondering if I should just go ahead and contact an outsource funeral home to cremate me. It won't align with my religion but I figured if I'm not going to be buried properly, might as well handle my own funeral.
END: I just need a lot of opinions onmy thoughts because my anxiety makes it hard for me to think all of the necessary details for my situation