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Bobert_Beniro

Bobert_Beniro

Life sucks and then you die.
Mar 14, 2023
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I have read some of the posts here about it and I have a different impression. Someone wrote that it was as if you were wrapped in a blanket and lifted to heaven, but someone vomited and there was hyperstimulation, someone took a lot of benzo and he remained alive. PPEH doesn't talk about a lethal dose of opiates and why does he give fentanyl a 9 on the peacefulness scale and morphine a 10? I have access to everything, what would you prefer and what doses?
I have already tried morphine, it was not bad. I didn't have euphoria, I just really wanted to sleep and it was hard to talk. I think if you take more, then the symptoms should not change much, although who knows
 
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Aisley

Aisley

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Mar 12, 2023
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I think it just comes down to personalities. There are some people who love nothing more than that wanting to sleep/verge of sleep with a fuzzy brain. For me, it's heaven and I want nothing more when I'm in it. But maybe that's just not your ideal mindspace. Maybe yours is something else, so when you're on an opiate it's nothing too special. It happens. I don't want to comment on doses for ctb, cuz Idk, but you have access to these things? So jealous. :-) Maybe morphine at a normal dose, wait an hour for the nausea to pass, then the fent? I just hate to see good morphine go to waste, so don't take that as gospel.
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

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May 6, 2023
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I have read some of the posts here about it and I have a different impression. Someone wrote that it was as if you were wrapped in a blanket and lifted to heaven, but someone vomited and there was hyperstimulation, someone took a lot of benzo and he remained alive. PPEH doesn't talk about a lethal dose of opiates and why does he give fentanyl a 9 on the peacefulness scale and morphine a 10? I have access to everything, what would you prefer and what doses?
I have already tried morphine, it was not bad. I didn't have euphoria, I just really wanted to sleep and it was hard to talk. I think if you take more, then the symptoms should not change much, although who knows
Most of them in this site go by ppeh book, which strongly says ctb using drugs are unreliable because everyone need different dosage

Pure fentanyl is hard to get, most of the black market fen are mixed with fillers, hard to obtain if you don't know the right contact, possession of fen is highly illegal all these reasons make it unreliable for ctb

Everyone are different so finding the right dosage is hard, if you take too much dosage it's gonna make you nauseous and you gonna choke in your own vomit, there are no right sources to guide how to use fentanyl or morphine effectively

Finally if you fail ctb using fentanyl or morphine high probability of getting brain damage and it can leave you as a vegetable

If you want reliable drug mixtures go for Ddma or ddmp drug mixtures but I don't know how you gonna figure out the dosage because most of them don't know that in this forum and don't take advice when it comes to drugs.

Hope you have pure form of fen or morphine
 
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