Xaphous

Xaphous

hikikomori
Nov 11, 2018
550
Why continue to suffer being isolated as I have my entire life and having never had a relationship, experienced love. No connection with anyone ever on any level. Zero social interaction means I am too broken to go on. Time to order something and gtfo out of here. Easier said than done but I have no choice. Faced with lifelong isolation, probable homelessness or somehow actually manage to end it. What great choices I have. May my next post be a goodbye one.
 
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OhRoseThouArtSick

OhRoseThouArtSick

Member
Jan 13, 2019
10
I have had many connections yet also feel a great emptiness because they are so fake and meaningless. I struggle with deep loneliness..
 
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Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
How old are you? The simulation is so we all hate each other. Adults don't feel lonely, only capable of aggression.
 
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iiii5555

Student
Sep 12, 2018
121
Being alone sucks. Being with other people - meaning, being the laughing stock of other people, because that's how it works if you're slightly different from them - also sucks. Connection can't save anyone; only a bullet to the head can.
 
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NoEasyWayOut

NoEasyWayOut

Member
Jan 20, 2019
24
I understand how hard it is to hold on to life when you feel you lack of social life/skills.. After all, we're social animals and tend to perish when we don't have enough connections with others. I also feel like I don't belong here more often than I'd like to, and it's mostly because of social anxiety. At least this is a place where you may find some comfort and people who are willing to at least listen to you. Hugs and best wishes for you!
 
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OhRoseThouArtSick

OhRoseThouArtSick

Member
Jan 13, 2019
10
People talk a lot about self love these days. I don't know how to just become autonomous and fulfill all my own needs. I know wanting connections so bad makes it even more difficult because it scares people away.
 
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Psilo

Arcanist
Dec 29, 2018
482
I wished I had a social life, but the truth is that Im in peace with myself only.
 
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