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farawaystar

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Mar 16, 2026
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I have BPD. I'm ending things in a week. I'm going to jump from a very high bridge. Before that, I just want one person — someone who really understands. Someone with BPD, preferably. Someone who knows what it's like to feel empty and impulsive.

I don't want advice. I don't want to be saved. I just want to talk. About life. About what we've done. What we love. What we hate. What we've been through.

I've spent so much time feeling alone with this. I don't want to leave without having at least one real conversation with someone like me.

If that's you, please reach out.
 
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peewee

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Oct 16, 2025
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I don't have BPD. I do have adhd and ptsd though, sure there are many cross overs, I will likely be leaving soon too. I'm sorry your here, I understand how you feel
 
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fightclub17

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Mar 3, 2026
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I woule advise against jumping unless you want to live the same life while crippled.
 
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fightclub17

fightclub17

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Mar 3, 2026
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It really depends how high they would be jumping from, otherwise I agree.
People have survived great heights. The kind of damage in comparision to other methods is far worse with jumping.
 
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farawaystar

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Mar 16, 2026
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أنا لا أعاني من الاضطرابات الشخصية الحدية. لكني أعاني من اضطراب فرط الحركة ونقص التركيز والاضطراب ما بعد الصدمة، وبالتأكيد هناك العديد من الحالات المختلفة المشتركة. ربما ستغادر دائما أيضا. أنا آسفك هنا، وأفهمك.

لقد نجا الناس من ارتفاعات شاهقة. إن نوع الضرر الناتج عن القفز، مقارنةً بالطرق الأخرى، أسوأ بكثير.

People have survived great heights. The kind of damage in comparision to other methods is far worse with jumping.
45 meters is enough to kill an elephant. I promise you that.
 
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Zvetok26

Zvetok26

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Jun 7, 2022
59
I don't have BPD, so I'll only wish you peace :heart: May you find whatever you are seeking
 
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Matchaaa

Matchaaa

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Dec 10, 2025
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I wishing you all the best.
whatever decision you make,I hope you relief and freedom.
 
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