one thing that is stopping me

[cetacea]

And that is my boyfriend. I get that that's not ""healthy"" or whatever but it's true. And to be frank, it's not pleasant knowing if he broke up with me that I'd just do it. I feel great right now. Happy, even. And the moment he breaks up with me I will go right down the shitter. Wouldn't be the first time all it took for me to reach the end of my rope was someone leaving

 

[Worndown]

A tenuous grip on life.

 

[cetacea]

A tenuous grip on life.

it's very scary, it doesn't feel good to be either the dependent or the dependee