One step.

[Alec]

I like to sit here on this rooftop and think about how it's just one step.

I know it's most likely not high enough to actually kill me, it's very likely I would survive probably though I could die too I guess, still I like to imagine, it would be enough and it's only one step away. Though obviously there would be pain and fear, still it makes me feel better and more free imagining it. My choice is SN, seems more peaceful and I don't really have anywhere high to jump anyway, in case you were wandering.

I just like to sit and relax and think here.

Love,
—Alec.

 

[Janeツ]

Looks like a lovely place, you are lucky! I don't have anything in my vicinity I could "step off" but I am fine with that, I prefer to go on walks and fantasize about bits and pieces.
But I agree, the thought of suicide can be comforting sometimes. Knowing you can end your life at anytime, gives you some sort of...controll I guess.