One step closer

[Phade]

I'm sitting here with a drink writing my note, rehearsing with my gun, dry unfortunately but it could be tonight even. All depends, my fiancé left again today and decide to go in with the verbal and text abuse as well as the abandonment.

Not sure I care too much about writing a note, I've had an open dialogue with one of my two friends. He knows I will do it at some point and has accepted that I will and will let it be.

Where's everyone else at?

 

[TiredHorse]

Almost tried last night. Everything's set up and ready to go, I'm just still climbing out of the exhaustion of the last failed attempt. I don't want to botch it again. Maybe mid-week.

 

[15dec]

Tried a couple times last Wednesday but couldn't defeat survival instinct. Plan is for the seventeenth now with a slightly different method

 

[Phade]

Sorry to hear about both your tries, I hope the next ones go better.

I just finished my note. I guess now I sit and continue drinking with the occasional cigarette and refresh for any interaction I can get right now :(

 

[15dec]

Sorry to hear about both your tries, I hope the next ones go better.

I just finished my note. I guess now I sit and continue drinking with the occasional cigarette and refresh for any interaction I can get right now :(

Sending you hugs

 

[therhydler]

I am waiting until I am home alone because it is my only chance. I hope I will have the courage to do it. I cannot fail again

 

[MsM3talGamer]

Planning to CTB around Feb. Need to get through the holidays first.